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Hey dear @Former-Member and furrfriends,

Fluffy and I are cosy together and love the Christmas festivities. Watching lots of Christmas movies. I loved 'Bad Santa' very funny.

I love vegetarian food too dear @Former-Member. I love fish a lot too.

My cat fluffy sends her love.

Dear @BambiFawn

I so love your name and your fresh attitude.

I just wrote something about myself on introduce myself. I wrote this:

After many many years of thinking about selfharm.....I self harmed with having unusual relationships with suffering people. I would 'feel,' them injecting drugs and sort of co dependently attached myself to some suffering individuals in the community. It took me many years of therapy to understand that my self harming came from my Mum. I know it's an individual thing, but this was my journey.....it was a very very individual journey for me. It took me many years to understand my own dynamics and to rip myself away from harmful people.

Phew, I have never written about this,

I cannot believe I wrote this truth.

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Yesterday, the Pastor from my church came over and spent some time with Mr g and me. We were talking about The book Of Job. I understood that Job; had these situations happen to him and he only cursed himself, he didnt curse God.

His friends came over to lecture him by saying" You must have done something wrong in God's Eyes, here is how to fix yourself.

Job answers, I want to confront God and ask him and God Appears and tells his friends off for saying 'You must have done something wrong for these terrible things to happen to you."

God says that Job was right in not berating him but he says " These things happen because he is GOD. And gave Job twice more than what he had before.

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Self harming is such an individual thing isn't it?

@BambiFawn @Former-Member @MegMaggie @Awpgirl

@frog @PeppiPatty @BambiFawn @Former-Member @Former-Member @Former-Member @Appleblossom @Former-Member

@outlander @Former-Member @Sans911 @Faith-and-Hope @Former-Member

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vNukslgMUgg

This was posted by @frog on another Thread, its Amazing, so I am posting it here for all to enjoy!

Love & Hugs

Bella XO 🙂

Yes it is very true &

brave

what you wrote @PeppiPatty a unique form of self harm. Just a bit similar to me. Thanks for walking with me these last few years. I am proud of all the quality friends I have here on this site.

Beautiful @BambiFawn @Former-Member

We are singing a Christmas Blessing by Stopford and others things tomorrow.

I will be away for a couple of days. Going to my piano teacher gf with dementia visiting her daughter and my son.

So dont worry about me if I dont post.

Dear @Appleblossom,

You and @Loopy ..............

I just don't know.............................

two scaliwags if I ponder...............lol........very adored by me...............

remember......you have put up with me too in last few years.........I was quite harsh at the beginning to you I remember with much shame.

Sorry.

I smiled at the thought of being a scallywag. Lovely compliment. @PeppiPatty

@Dear Loopy is no more my Peppi.

I also wonder about @hiddenite and others.

My language was much more tight and formal and even tough and bolshie when I first posted. Like a snakeskin I needed to shed a lot of the naked raw pain. Just get the story out of me.

You and @Mazarita @Faith-and-Hope @Former-Member and lots of other posters helped soften me up.

I had a terse tone and was a bit confrontational, a prickly old dragon maybe. How dare the world not care about my loved ones. At least in this corner of the world that is changing and people are caring.

I am coping with my dead cat. He is in a box in the front hall. Can it wait til after boxing day or is that pushing it too long?

You are gorgeous and encouraging @Former-Member

A very different style to me. I tend to be earthier but vive le difference.

@Appleblossom
I adore you Miss Appleblossom!
Vive le difference!
Love & Hugs
Bella XO 🙂

PS

I don't even want to know why you have a dead cat in a box, Appleblossom, but unless you put the box with the dead cat in the freezer, you may pass out from the smell in the heat, of the dead cat in the box before boxing day! Amen 😞