@heartathome That sounds like a wonderful idea! Praying for you @MissGremlin even now. i do know from first hand experience how hard it can be to have faith in (God's) Goodness when depressed, but it is unbelievably liberating when we trust Jesus to fix what has gone wrong and love us out of our pit. If you lack faith in God's goodness dare to ask Jesus for some, just doing that plants the seeds of faith that will grow you a bulwark never failing.😀
Please feel free to ask questions.
@Realness Yes i would write about that process as well. Interestingly the Scriptural process of salvation described in the book of Revelation spiritually/psychologically lent itself very well to the concept of alters, more in a self in deed, than a divided self within self as alters are though, but still it would be easy to incorporate i reckon.
For this is what i would like to do is create, main characters, out of the 'pool' of mentally ill people i have had friendly relationships with over the years. And then have them meet Jesus as the living word in their life journey as Scripture teaches, not religious doctrines or dogmas, and find healing, and the overcoming of their bad life, in and with Him.
@AuntGlow @Shaz51 @Appleblossom
Still struggling with major depressive moods. And a little triggered after someone gave me a going over about something that hurts me deeply, without any regard for that hurt. Yet processing it well i hope.
What has been really good is to see my emotion of love coming back again, albeit slowly. Ever since my first major psychosis i lost touch with a lot of my emotions, the emotion called love was the worst one effected. instead of love i feel pain. Searing pain! Yet now. Over the years some of of my emotions have been restored, but sadly the ability to feel love as an emotion only a very little. Overwhelming emotional aguish yes, but love no. Yet now the emotion of love is coming back, slowly, with my wife mostly, but also my kids and grand kids. (The good part of loosing my emotional sense of love was, that to experience love i had to get in touch with my heart, yet that is where i found Jesus!😍
Hoping everyone is fine?
Depressed?
The hurt of our depression
is not just the painful fact
that all our good life is gone,
but even much worse seeing
that crappy bad life enjoying
ripping our remaining life apart.
The sorrow of our depression
are those malicious lies ruling
twisting us into an abomination
time and again those nasty lies
dumping us in that desolate pit
always bringing us desolation.
The hopelessness of depression
always floods fully throughout us
when we are utterly overwhelmed
by the darkness pressing us down
us deep into that black hole smiting
with us feeling lonely and forsaken.
The way out of deepest depression
is to persist to lovingly love yourself
away from the loveless lies hurting,
entering back in God's Loving Truth,
ruling Christ's Good Life from Above.
i've really come to appreciate Jacob Lee. The song to me in me!😀
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3TQRkF8BLq4&list=RD3TQRkF8BLq4&start_radio=1
