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@REDLINEZ750 you write, like a writer. I like that 😊

@heartathome You hit the nail on the head sis! My mum had to add another line to it, that made God watching me hellish a lot of the time for many years.

For in my understanding of things god was not only watching me, he would be angry with me, just like my mum not talking to me for days on end, and if i got hurt because i was wrong, it was my punishment from him for my disobedience, and if i did not stop straight away i would certainly be punished with hell fire! (This really fuelled the fires in my heart, and thinking like that enslaved me to constantly pray/grovel for forgiveness and then sin the same sin again! What an enormous hell thinking lie this has caused me! It took me years to forgive my mum when i found out God's truth about Jesus. For such fear of God does not set free, as you know as well, only loving God stops transgressing against Him. The grace of God, because of Jesus, cultivates such an awesome love and admiration in our hearts, for our deliverer, that the will to do wrong simply dies out of us!

This is why i love God every day more! Every day i need His grace and love. Every day He adds more top my already thankful overflowing heart. Doing things again that would upset, or worse hurt Him again, is the last thing on my mind, i love my freedom in Him to be myself as He determined me myself is, not the lies i had been serving.

@REDLINEZ750 @Glisten @Moose123 @ENKELI @Appleblossom

i wrote a poem about this.😁

Forever more...

Let The Seven Trumpets blow!
His voice of Truth Thunder inside
my heart and mind His seven thunders.
The Truth of His Love coming down,
My Eternal Life revealed in Him!

The Word of God,
is a True Science!
God's Loving Truth,
descending upon me
from right up above
bringing Newness of life

Jesus my glorious Zion!
my mind build by His loving truth,
God's Son Jesus Christ,
bringing true Life and Light!
No adhering to wordly mind
my numbered existence dies!
No more worldly insights

numbering my life
its control mechanisms.
Where mind control (forehead)
and my life's needs (Right hand)
are harnessed
to numbering
my life down here.

6) Me labouring for The Powers in Charge down here.
6) Me educating my mind with carnal things.
6) Me building my conscious reality like this!

Five inner kings which made life hard,
such forces within ruled my sinful life,
my physical senses out of control
ever demanding more good life
to squander and waste.

Serving Jesus
i need to be courageous!
for many sinful kings
shall rule their hour
until the prostitute
has been defeated
and unfaithful loves
are forever gone
and only Jesus is!

So i must battle...

The False Prophet speculating.....
The prostitute tempting unfaithful loves....
The Dragon kindling me my life his wrongs with fire.....

Truly God's grace,
removes these unholy ones in me
though wrong rules its hour
Jesus wins my Victory in The End.

For the accuser
will himself stand accused
burning and destroying
what Jesus paid for
That devil
is an abominable god.
a powerful force for wrong
always back in force!
when the sh.. hits the fan.

Daily i fight the good fight,
seeing The Wicked perish
even right inside myself,
every time i call,
for True Love's aid!

Chewing The Living Word.
Dining Christ's flesh and blood.
His righteousness my Best diet.
Watching all the lawless perish,
no more devouring demands within.
My God given Good Life,
can finally hang around.

This is how Jesus baptises
me with the fire of His Love
where all my selfish deeds
keep coming to an fiery ending
Him loving me like that.
Always see The Angel
coming to my aid
Babylon loosing control
Jesus setting me free!

Forever singing God's....
Hallelujah!
Hallelujah!!
Hallelujah!!!
His love reigning my heart.
His Good Life descending.
Heaven Above,
joining me below.
So with all my Chosen,
i may reign life
GOD'S LOVE!
Right beside Him!
FOREVER!

Thanks for letting me know about how your group went @REDLINEZ750 ! I won't be so anxious! It's a shame we aren't in the same group but I'm sure we'll make a SANE friend or two. I'm going to show my face too. I think that i would have an even greeter connection with people if i can put a face to a name. I might even remember their names! Go little lion! 🦁

in the group we go by first name im not sure if exchanging forumnanes is forbidden or not for anonymisity reasons, i remember no surnames plavces of residemce or work is punishable 😁 @heartathome

rest of group im in is much like the folk on the thtreads we frequent im probably most annoying haha

what!? so i like gold stars 😁

Wow! @DownMoreThanUp That was like a mini bible study! I don't have much of an attention span, but I read every word.

I'm so sorry that you grew up under strict religious laws! I can relate. Isn't it great that we don't live under those lies anymore! I loved the statement 'Jesus wins my Victory in The End'. Do you still write poetry? Is this a new or old one? I understand about praying/ grovelling for forgiveness and then sin the same sin over and over again and again! I used to do the same thing. I never thought I was good enough to deserve the gift of eternal life! I like the fact that God is around me these days! I know I never walk alone! ☺️

@heartathome i wrote it years ago. (i first posted it in 2011) More to myself than anyone. The Word of God read to my heart had been so utterly amazing. That love for Jesus simply burst out in lines of poetry.

i was so thankful to be free of those horrible sins, Some i had fought times bad sin, i had fought for years without ever winning. And now i am dinning with Him my freedom Every Today, and with Dad too. Such was then, and still is, and always will be, simply astonishing. And gives me the courage to let Jesus love all of me into His Heavenly Kingdom.

My inner body of believers within me , where i have Enter His peace covers perhaps 84 or so percent of my life, still more dying to do. Yet not for me to do, only be ready for when Jesus appears to me in those parts of my life He has not come yet.

i can honestly say, i do not think unbelief or doubt dwell any longer in my heart. i have seen far to much of Jesus, The Living Word He is, in my life to doubt His Word ever again. So glad Jesus is fighting my battles now. i simply have to hold onto Him when the going gets rocky.

The last bit Jesus still has to take me is going to get very rocky, i reckon. i have been into some really bad stuff when i was younger. Me raging my psychotic anger at this legalistic god, forbidding me everything and always making me feel guilty, made me decide some stupid things. For my response as angry teenager (unloved or cared for, ) to this god religion had set up in me, has greatly increased my misery, and my suffering a psychotic and depressed person.

For for more than 3 years i dabbled in occultism straight after my sexual assault, and got to know some really nasty spiritual characters/unclean spirits. They been my torment ever since i came to Christ soon after collecting them, for i always freaked them big time.And once we know spirits like that we cannot not un know them. (Me knowing them is nothing to be proud of, that is for sure, but Jesus has been using it for good, like always.)

Yet satan hates us getting away, that much i know for sure! And he puts up a fight!

So good to hear your testimony. Jesus is faithful. How blessed we are knowing Him? i have learned to love Him much more than my life, and have forever lost my fear of death. To be with Jesus 100 percent 24/7, and ALL HUMANITY AS WELL - FOREVER, is all i want, and ask for every Day again. That all suffering will end and our lives down here can be transformed to the greatness our Heavenly Father always intended for us to be in Him and from Him.

@REDLINEZ750 @Glisten @Moose123 @ENKELI @Appleblossom @Moose123

Light Travel. (2010)
My emptiness to fill with hope and faith in God's love
for forgiving myself is not as easy as doing it wrong,
denying the accuser to blast me with his unholy fire,
eating Christ's flesh and drinking His blood instead.
Pursuing peace so i can dwell at ease in His Rest.

Only ever trusting Truly Good to fix gone Badly Wrong!
Leaving this numbered and demanding life behind for good!
Practising grace so i will never again lack His guidance.
Faithfully loving truthfully enters the narrow gate of Heavens
Jesus Light dwelling within me where once Darkness ruled.

The Living Word is Jesus' Incarnated Spirit within us.

@Moose123 Great to hear you meditate. To meditate on God's Word in light of Christ's love sacrifice is what got me free from all forces hurting or captivating me. And i know you know He do the same for you getting to know Him.

Today has been a rather elevated mood day for me. Been a long time coming, and both my wife and me, have been enjoying it. Us babbling freely ,instead of me sitting with my head down feeling down and sick as has so often been again lately.

Yet to learn to hold onto Jesus during such times has been long overdue. i used to always falter in my sick downs, especially when i suffered from physical pain as well as depression. Feeling nauseated used to have me wishing i was dead, and even thinking with my manic or psychotic God hated me, and that is why He was spewing me up, as i emptied myself out from all ends.Such were truly abominable times, me thinking such things about our ever loving Heavenly Father. When He poured His love into me the first time, i thought i was going to die the unspeakable goodness that flooded me, and would not have cared on little bit if that had been true. Our God is out of this world! Unbelievable The places in God's salvation The Spirit has shown me since then.

@heartathome @REDLINEZ750 @Glisten @ENKELI @Appleblossom

This i know anyone loving true, love and good to rule, will gladly die and stay with Him when they meet Him. Our Lord is totally out of this world!

i'll share you a poem about such a meditation journey within. This is poem is about the time The Holy Spirit had me see myself climb out of the bottomless pit satan had so cleverly got me into. So released from there himself the wicked could enjoy my god given good life squandering it. The Holy Spirit showed me my conclusion before i arrived there. This Way i knew for sure He spoke true inside of me through The word. 😀(Zechariah 9:8-17.) Such are the awesome joys meditating on His Word heeding His Spirit of truthful love to you, and all, in you. Only then His Word will take you along (1 Peter 1:22-25)

Forsaking The Pit.
As I climb over the rim, I clearly see,
Involuntary I shudder the sight in me,
Down without a bottom the pit below,
Yes this fiery hole within me on show!

Hear voices of darkness pressing hard on must.
Those 'speaking guilt, shame, unbelief, and distrust,
All together pushing, yes, pressing me deep,
Resisting my climb to the top so steep.

See those guilty feelings still tug my feet,
I can feel flames searing, my toes they meet!
Electrifying my soul, no mercy on show.
Why ever did I take this hell-hole in tow?

Above me the Light, Jesus, the Truth so high!
How long before I will meet up with Him in the sky?
He knows I will come after Him without a doubt,
As true nourishing goodness He is all about.

My bloodied fingers scraped by rock,
For how many years did they mock?
Those hard places within my very being,
Those fiery stones of my own seeing!

I climbed after the Light right above me,
The only truth that truly leaves me be,
Never will I stop seeking after The Light.
As Jesus Christ is my very soul's delight!

Soon the 'resting place' of my enemy,
Bottomless pit shall forever be!
For the ones without Love or Grace.
Those who with their lies made this place.

@heartathome @REDLINEZ750 @Glisten @Moose123 @ENKELI @Appleblossom @Chasingsunsets

@tyme @AlwaysMyself

Once, quite a few years ago. i was watching a video on youtube about nuclear reaction or nuclear fusion and my mind saw how this applied to my relationship with God as a believer.

So i wrote a poem about it.😁

With God we fuse to genrate energy while satan splits and divides us, leaving much deadly waste around

@heartathome i felt another verse to the poem of the other day would be appropriate

See what you think