LearninggrowingSenior Contributor
I really wish I was dead
I would give anything to have someone help me end my life right now. But I feel so sick and can't move
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I really wish I was dead
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Unknown userMember
Re: I really wish I was dead
Hi @Learninggrowing
I'm sorry to hear how you're feeling today. Well done for reaching out here - that is a brave thing to do. Are you safe at the moment?
It's really important that you talk to someone about how you're feeling. Is there someone you can call right now? If not, I'd like to encourage you to contact one of the following services:
Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat
Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling
Beyondblue: 1300 22 4636 or web chat
SANE Help Centre: 1800 18 7263 or live chat
If in immediate danger: 000
Please let us know if you're safe. I am also sending you an email.
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girl99Senior Contributor
Re: I really wish I was dead
@Learninggrowing
Did something bad happen today? Is there something you'd like to talk about?
I have bad days too like you are saying. I try to think of just a small way to make the day better. Do you have a friend you could meet up with today? A tv show that you like? Or can you maybe call up and try to get into see your Dr?
@Former-Member
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LearninggrowingSenior Contributor
Re: I really wish I was dead
I haven't eaten in 2 days and haven't slept much either. I feel so sick and weak I don't think I can walk to the doctors or even be around people.
I'm sick of having a messed up brain and I have good times but then this stupid head of mine reminds me how I'm going backwards and I'm not strong enough to push through life's challenges. How strong does someone have to be. I feel so destroyed inside. I have spoke to a couple of friends. They suggested I try and get some sleep. I hope i can sleep and that I wake up feeling better cos I'm scared of waking up and feeling the same. I just want to feel strong and happy and motivation to look after myself
I'm sick of having a messed up brain and I have good times but then this stupid head of mine reminds me how I'm going backwards and I'm not strong enough to push through life's challenges. How strong does someone have to be. I feel so destroyed inside. I have spoke to a couple of friends. They suggested I try and get some sleep. I hope i can sleep and that I wake up feeling better cos I'm scared of waking up and feeling the same. I just want to feel strong and happy and motivation to look after myself
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LearninggrowingSenior Contributor
Re: I really wish I was dead
I feel like all of my friends are sick of me having problems.
It makes me really sad because I didn't choose for all these problems to happen.... yes I could have made some better choices but that's my problem I'm feeling stuck in an unhealthy pattern and found out my bf cheated on me.
Why don't they understand how much that hurts and can make u go a little off the rails.
So now I keep feeling worse cos they don't want to be around me or listen to me and my problems so they have had enough of me and I am now loosing them too
It makes me really sad because I didn't choose for all these problems to happen.... yes I could have made some better choices but that's my problem I'm feeling stuck in an unhealthy pattern and found out my bf cheated on me.
Why don't they understand how much that hurts and can make u go a little off the rails.
So now I keep feeling worse cos they don't want to be around me or listen to me and my problems so they have had enough of me and I am now loosing them too
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LearninggrowingSenior Contributor
Re: I really wish I was dead
I'm going crazy and no one understands.
I have had sooo many problems this year. 2017 can piss off and if im still alive to gets crossed next year is better.
I really have no energy or brain capacity to make the necessary changes needed to help make it a better life. What do u do in that situation. It's too hard . I'm not strong enough
I have had sooo many problems this year. 2017 can piss off and if im still alive to gets crossed next year is better.
I really have no energy or brain capacity to make the necessary changes needed to help make it a better life. What do u do in that situation. It's too hard . I'm not strong enough
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Unknown userMember
Re: I really wish I was dead
Hi @Learninggrowing,
I'm sorry to hear you're having such a rough time right now. How are you travelling at the moment? Please know that we are here for you at the SANE Help Centre if you need further support tonight. As @Former-Member mentioned to you earlier, you can access us by phone on 1800 18 7263 or log onto chat here. We are open until 10pm tonight and are more than happy to chat with you.
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