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me again

Unknown userMember02 Nov 2017, 11:19 pm AEDT

me again

sorry to post another thread

sick of feeling alone and like nobody understands so heres some stuff about me i hope there is somebody out there i can talk to who has been through similar stuff and gets it

im 22

i have ptsd and anxiety (as well as some learning stuff) from a lot of child trauma i was abused a lot by my parents who were on drugs and drank a lot and i had to look after my siblings all by myself

i had to live in care

and my dad is dead now and my mum is in jail

i have a lot of anger stuff going on at the moment

please someone tell me im not alone this journey sucks and i have nobody and everybody hates me

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William1Contributor02 Nov 2017, 11:25 pm AEDT

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why do you say everyone hates me

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Unknown userMember02 Nov 2017, 11:29 pm AEDT

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because its true not even my mum and dad love me and everywhere i go people tell me to leave or treat me like I'm nothing

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William1Contributor02 Nov 2017, 11:32 pm AEDT

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what is it like on here

how do you find it

i think i can relate to people treating you like nothing i can feel like that

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AppleblossomSenior Contributor03 Nov 2017, 7:40 am AEDT

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My dad died when I was 11 and my mother did not have the capacity to really love me.

I definitely found people treated me like nothing and still do.

It hurts even if you get used to it.

Through work I found some people who treated me with respect and it felt unusual and special but kept giving me hints about what a decent life might be like. Dont give up on your dreams for your business.

Have you read "So Much to Tell You" by John Marsden? Its a book about a girl whose father is in prison. I dont know your circumstances but it might give you some ideas on how to cope with it.

Also in the book & movie "White Oleander" a girl's mother is in prison and she goes into care. I know they are both girls but they are two examples in both Australia & US.

We are all unique. Your story will always be your own. Take it with dignity.

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