what a horrible day

The past two days have been interesting. On the topic of dating and romance, i have managed to speak to two girls via tinder. I'm not putting too much on it because it's tinder after all. But I guess I just want to try talking to them and see what happens. Just to kinda build my confidence. If I can get a date then that's good too. No reason why it has to be a relationship. I feel like that would help. What I am learning is that everyone is different, but I have slowly begun to accept that I am too... it's not a bad thing at all in fact.

It's settled too. I have a plan B - teach english overseas somewhere.

My last exam is on the 17th and I have my last day of uni ever on tomorrow.

I have 2 essays (one in the process of being written) and another one the way.

I am thinking of applying for basic jobs once Uni is done and dusted. Or maybe I will just try to get some more students and chill til christmas. I will figure it out. But for now I need to keep on task with finishing uni and keeping the balance.

Diet, exercise and sleep are the 3 things I need to concentrate on for now. I managed to go 4 times last week. Went today after not having gone for a while. Because of my body type it takes a while for me to build up strength and muscle but the trick is to eat. I struggle with that because of depression - which suppresses my hunger. But I just need to gradually increase my weight that I lift. I have noticed I am looking a bit better too. Nowhere near as skinny as I was back in high school which is good. That's what I wanted. After those really 2 bad days earlier in the week I have brought my appointments forward to earlier times as well.

I've also tried to give myself a bit more slack.

I am about to finish uni and that is an achievement. I will miss it, but I can see that there is a need to move on. The world is really big and I'm bound to find a place in it. Whether it is accepting the graduate role OR going OS to do English. Either is good. I saw a careers advisor and uni and she was really good too. Told me that they still offer help after uni finishes. Pretty good deal I think.

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way to go @MDT

That all sounds super positive @MDT!

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