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I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

outlanderSenior Contributor18 Oct 2017, 5:54 pm AEDT

I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

I dont know how much longer i can keep going on like this anymore. I feel completely defeated right about now

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outlanderSenior Contributor04 Jan 2018, 9:23 pm AEDT

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really!? @Former-Member i didnt see a post from your earlier! can you repost it but with the edited part out? i dont think i got an notification either, im looking through emails and i cant find one- maybe you cancelled instead of posted? i wouldve responded if id seen it....

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Unknown userMember04 Jan 2018, 9:28 pm AEDT

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@outlander
It was a few days ago not tonight but when I went to my mobile phone I has the message from the mod telling me that I should not tell you what you need to do, I will upset you & told me how I should word my message to you & I just laughed to myself & thought that this person is a controller & I did not want to write again as I had the shits but not at you never at you ok, I just felt violated as I was not bossing you at all I NEVER boss anybody?

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outlanderSenior Contributor04 Jan 2018, 9:35 pm AEDT

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oh im sorry to hear that @Former-Member

if any of those suggestions are still relevant i would still like to hear them?

alots happened in a few days so some mightnt be as relevant to what they were then.

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Unknown userMember04 Jan 2018, 9:42 pm AEDT

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@outlander
Anyway if you have wondered why I have been a little distant it was not your fault it was trying to deal with the Mod who put me off?

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outlanderSenior Contributor04 Jan 2018, 9:44 pm AEDT

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yes @Former-Member i did notice it but i dont like 'pestering' people so if anyone distances themselves it usally means they need to do it for themselves

but thank you for the msg even if it got deleted

as i said im still interested in your thoughts

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Unknown userMember04 Jan 2018, 9:54 pm AEDT

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@outlander
Back to you & your life & health care. Please do not ride horses anymore as its like me & stairs & high heels. I will NEVER wear high heels ever again, & as corny as it looks I walk up & down stairs slowly & extra carefully & I try not to stress my damaged knee. I am always mindful of my neck & try not to over extend my neck or NEVER throw my neck back. I have to be caring or I could undo the good that has been done, & that would be disastrous.

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outlanderSenior Contributor04 Jan 2018, 10:01 pm AEDT

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that doesnt sound corny at all @Former-Member the only person who can truley take care of ourselves is us as an individual with guidance of course. i dont ride mostly for pain and fear reasons but i dont really want to give it up. i dont want to compete anymore just gentle riding that doesnt require much.... if i can help myself as i have a bad habit of correcting everyone elses issues with their horses. havent done that from a horses back for a yr now though.

i try to take care of my back as best i can with correct posture, and positions for sitting and sleep and angling of tvs etc and lifting the correct way as well. i hate that i am only 21 and having all these damn issues. i want to be out pain free and enjoying life not wondering if ill have to go to the ed or the medical centre or radio drs for pain relief.

i am extremely upset at myself for even taking on that horse in the first place. i shouldnt learnt after the first 2 falls that horse was trouble yet i wanted to help that horse so much in my soul i couldnt see the option of giving up. i found out the other week that horse was sold again from the owners i sent him to as a companion horse because he had somesort of issue that no one could pick up without an xray. i am very upset with myself with all of it.

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outlanderSenior Contributor04 Jan 2018, 10:02 pm AEDT

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and its not you making me upset either @Former-Member

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Unknown userMember04 Jan 2018, 10:07 pm AEDT

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@outlander
What showed up in the xray of the house please?

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Unknown userMember04 Jan 2018, 10:09 pm AEDT

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Woops horse*

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