outlanderSenior Contributor
I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
I dont know how much longer i can keep going on like this anymore. I feel completely defeated right about now
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I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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still waiting on image @Faith-and-Hope but Merry xmas to you and your family too
@Former-Memberhopefully they wear down soon, though im sure they are just excited.
@Sans911it has shatterred me.
do you mind if i talk to you about it? i dont want to dampen the mood though so can wait. ill get over it
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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@Sans911@Former-Member
you didnt tell me how your doing either...
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@Sans911not winding down yet, will still be around for awhile. Still sipping on Baileys, yum
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@outlanderI am ok tonight hun if you want to talk about it. Got younger one asleep. Older on is still awake
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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shes up late! @Former-Member both you kids are usually asleep by now arent they
The two main things that stood out was my pop saying- 'I dont want an alcholic carer so stop drinking'
The other is 'no wonder your so skrewed up you drinking alcohol'
but they werent joking they were very serious about it then others started and I had my drink taken off me, got given the death stares and basically was ignored after that.
Mind you I never drink. It was only 3 sips and even on my 21st when most would get drunk I had one small alcholic beverage and I didnt finish it so more like a few mouthfuls to wash down dinner.
I left early and felt a few tears while driving home.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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The violent sleeps ive been having are also called night terrors. Its basically my subconscious have a nightmsre but without me dreaming it
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@outlander - I'm in tears now for their cruel, hurtful words. And from your Pop! Oh lil Sis, I want to come and take you away from all your hurtful family. It's not right. Not right at all. At ANY time!
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@outlanderup fairly late but she doesn't believe anyway. Still want to wait until she is alseep before I put pressies out.
I am super sorry you had to go through it. They have no right to judge you like that and must of really hurt. I don't blame you for walking out, would have done the same thing.
That has made me so angry. Wish I was with you, they would have heard what I thought of them.
Don't you believe them @outlander, everyone has the right to do what they please, including you.
Hugs sis 
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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I shouldnt have said anything. Im sorry. I didnt want to make you guys upset. I just needed to let it out. It doesnt matter anymore they will do what they want anyway. I just won't drink anymore. At all.
I will get through this just like any other time but might take a little while. Its really rocked me. I fking hope 2018 is better than this.
I will get through this just like any other time but might take a little while. Its really rocked me. I fking hope 2018 is better than this.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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@Sans911 @Former-Member do u guys have specific plans for tomorrow? I know you've got a family thing tomorrow but are you hosting?
