outlanderSenior Contributor
I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
I dont know how much longer i can keep going on like this anymore. I feel completely defeated right about now
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I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
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Thanks @Bunniekins
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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My pain has flared up again overnight @Former-Member @Bunniekins @Sans911 @MDT
Which means constant pain and anti inflammatory meds again. Having lack of sleep ia really gettibf to me. Today i nearly hit a kid in my car. I am too tired to be driving but ive been running pop around all day.
Im very tempted to just stop all the ads the weight isnt worth it and i want off them now. If they were working well then why am i no different to wheb i wasnt off them... i dont know how safe thatll be but i cant stand thr weight anymore. It is being extremely counter productive. I cant get in to see my gp till next year and i want to start going off them.
I hate being over weight. I hate having mental health issues.
Which means constant pain and anti inflammatory meds again. Having lack of sleep ia really gettibf to me. Today i nearly hit a kid in my car. I am too tired to be driving but ive been running pop around all day.
Im very tempted to just stop all the ads the weight isnt worth it and i want off them now. If they were working well then why am i no different to wheb i wasnt off them... i dont know how safe thatll be but i cant stand thr weight anymore. It is being extremely counter productive. I cant get in to see my gp till next year and i want to start going off them.
I hate being over weight. I hate having mental health issues.
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@outlanderI am sorry you are having such a crap time. And it really is just crap. Not fair at all.
I don't blame you if you want to go of your meds. I can't say yes or no b/c you can't tell me what you are on so only you can make that choice. I am hearing how much you hate your MI, righ with you hun.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Yeah i know @Former-Member they are suppose to help me but at what cost. I have to go off them eventually but they wanted to keep me on a lower dose rather than go off them but i want off them altogether. Theyare suppose to help with sleep yet i was up for a week straighy and when i do sleep its a violent sleep meaning tossing and turning and not really sleeping.
I juat dont care any more. My physical health means more atm they are long term but more manageable then mh.
How did your day go?
I juat dont care any more. My physical health means more atm they are long term but more manageable then mh.
How did your day go?
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MDTSenior Contributor
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@outlander
physical health impacts mh more than we care to think
physical health impacts mh more than we care to think
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@outlander
Precious One
Its Bella here, I just read what you wrote, I understand perfectly what you are going through I really do.
If you go off your meds you may end up in Hospital for the New Year?
Weight will take time to lose ok.
Waiting to see your Doctor in the New year is not that long to go. ok.
The reason for the violent sleep is 1, the pain is still in your body while sleeping. 2. The thoughts in your mind while sleeping.
I have been going through identical to you for a very long time.
PLZ do not stop your meds ok?
Can you do what I have done that works for me plz? As I have had so similar experience as you.
Take your Meds, also try & relax before bed time listen to meditation music do not watch, read, or talk about problems or anything upsetting that before bed time. do not drink or eat anything that will simulate you before bed time. Give it a few days a week & keep doing it until you get into a pattern of wanting to be calm & feeling the benefits of being centred & calm.
Its a process it takes time & effort & I promise I will stay by you & help you stick to it!
Can you do it plz for yourself?
love & hugs
Bella XO 🙂
Precious One
Its Bella here, I just read what you wrote, I understand perfectly what you are going through I really do.
If you go off your meds you may end up in Hospital for the New Year?
Weight will take time to lose ok.
Waiting to see your Doctor in the New year is not that long to go. ok.
The reason for the violent sleep is 1, the pain is still in your body while sleeping. 2. The thoughts in your mind while sleeping.
I have been going through identical to you for a very long time.
PLZ do not stop your meds ok?
Can you do what I have done that works for me plz? As I have had so similar experience as you.
Take your Meds, also try & relax before bed time listen to meditation music do not watch, read, or talk about problems or anything upsetting that before bed time. do not drink or eat anything that will simulate you before bed time. Give it a few days a week & keep doing it until you get into a pattern of wanting to be calm & feeling the benefits of being centred & calm.
Its a process it takes time & effort & I promise I will stay by you & help you stick to it!
Can you do it plz for yourself?
love & hugs
Bella XO 🙂
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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it sucks @MDT it really does
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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lol @Former-Member you dont have to say 'its bella here' i know who you are 😉
i dont want to end up back in hospital again. i want to stay out of it but they are being so counter productive and im not sleeping. i went near on a week without any sleep at all and when i do sleep its violent.
yeah the friggin pain is annoying the crap out of me but i also know thats being stirred up more from weight gain. thats why i need to go off them. i will have to find another way to keep sane without meds cause these ones were the last ones i can have.
my mind is often silent when i got to sleep- which is scary! but i guess its coming out in my sleep even when im not thinking about anything at all. strange. its like my mind and body are tortuing itself even subconsciously which is worrying.
i think ive got a reasonably good sleeping routine- xmas stuff me around so much though so its hard to stick to one. bed time stresses me out and i try to do deep breathing and go to my happy place but theres only so much that can do.
thanks @Former-Member much appreciated
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@outlander
We can work this out together if you like?
I just proposed to you in Christmas fun I better go edit it quick smart!!!!!!!!!!awwah 😛
We can work this out together if you like?
I just proposed to you in Christmas fun I better go edit it quick smart!!!!!!!!!!awwah 😛
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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if you would like too @Former-Member no pressure though..
