I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

@outlandersorry to hear hun, thought the day and night must have been hard for you. Am still sitting with you

i was pretty sick all day and still tonight. i am struggling mentally big time. i thought id save my energy, try and rest and keep up fluids so i could take pop out to look at the lights (he asked to go and look) since i havent actually thrown up yet not since last night i thought ok half hr or so wont hurt to go out. all my pop done was complain about my driving, then i couldnt find many in the streets i was looking in and i said sorry.... we can try somewhere else 'you said you knew where they all were! no lets go home' so we came back home. we were out for an hr

shouldve know i was in for it as when i got in the car my petrol light beeped and he said 'dont you ever put petrol in your car' and moaned and groaned. i told him twice i needed petrol befor heading out.

im in my room now, still havent slept much at all. i want to sleep forever and never be woken up again

Hun I am sorry you are feeling this way both physically and mentally. I wish there was more I could do for you than these words here.

Just remember you have us here for support when you cannot get it irl.

Still sitting with you sis @outlander

@outlander well I was worried about you today ... sorry things aren't going so great. xx