outlanderSenior Contributor
I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
I dont know how much longer i can keep going on like this anymore. I feel completely defeated right about now
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I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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sorry @MDT still catching up on notifications
look up wild hogs. its about a group of friend bikers who go on a road trip. its funny.
and good night
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MDTSenior Contributor
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Thats okay @outlander
Hope your arm/hand improves soon!
Aside from that, how have you been going lately 🙂 ?
Hope your arm/hand improves soon!
Aside from that, how have you been going lately 🙂 ?
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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i thought you were going to bed @MDT
and not great, struggling with the ideas of ODing but staying safe for now.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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Come to our special place @outlander. Please keep talking to me, because I'm scared for all of us in the space we're in. And I can't hold back the tears that have threatened all day. The thought of loosing you, @Former-Member and even myself is overwhelming.
Let's go somewhere that's better than in our heads. Somewhere special, free and safe.
Let's go somewhere that's better than in our heads. Somewhere special, free and safe.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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its very special indeed, i imagine different parts of it and keep that image in my head
im afraid of loosing us too, mh is a bi#$ch @Sans911
im glad your letting it out, i dont plan on going anywhere, i just want it all to stop. i want to sleep in peace and the only time i do is in our special place even if its only for an hr it is still better than the alternative. will see if i can conjour up some pics to go with our special place
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@Sans911I am sitting with you and @outlander in our special place. I am staying next to you two 
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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how are these @Sans911@Former-Member
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@outlander @Former-Member
I'm terrified that when I start to feel this tiny but better, how long will it last before it's goes hazy and dark again? And it's like I said to my counsellor last week I want to stay alive, but it's like I've made a contract not to, and I don't know how to turn that around. She said it's just thoughts and I don't have to act on them, but I feel I do. But I'm really scared now, do I stay alive with these terrible feelings of emptiness, hopelessness and emotional pain? Or do I go, and make everything go away.
I don't want to be in any of these places anymore. As I know you both don't either. How do we keep going through this?
I'm terrified that when I start to feel this tiny but better, how long will it last before it's goes hazy and dark again? And it's like I said to my counsellor last week I want to stay alive, but it's like I've made a contract not to, and I don't know how to turn that around. She said it's just thoughts and I don't have to act on them, but I feel I do. But I'm really scared now, do I stay alive with these terrible feelings of emptiness, hopelessness and emotional pain? Or do I go, and make everything go away.
I don't want to be in any of these places anymore. As I know you both don't either. How do we keep going through this?
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@outlander perfect lil Sis. Just perfect
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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yes sis, you stay alive. i need you @Sans911 and you mean the world to me. you both do you have the same fears as me. once i get a plan its like i have to act on them. i want to be alive but i questions its worth. i live for the day sane organised a meetup for members.
the problem with us leaving is it creates a ripple effect on everyone around us. that is what is keep me alive beside you guys here.
so yes sis, you stay here with us in our cosy little safe place, jsut as im trying so very hard to do. and i know @Former-Member is too
