I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

@outlanderhun you don't have to talk, we can just sit with you. Love you too sweetheart

@outlanderstill sitting with you sis

Hi @outlander

We are impossible to brush off - you don't have to be sorry about taking time out - we all do - we understand

@Sans911

I'm so happy you get to go and and have a coffee date with a good looking young man- have a great time

@Former-Member

You have such great faith - it does spread around and we all want the best for each other and do it quite differently which is one of the great things about human nature

Dec

thanks sis @Former-Member

@Puzzle@Phoenix_Risingthank you for your msgs too, i want to give the time and care they deserve in my responses and i cant give that right now but i will respond so thank you

thanks for understanding @Owlunar that means alot to me too

@Bunniekinsyour prob asleep now but thank you to you too

@Sans911thank you sis

ive been having such bad nightmares and daymares too. im scared to sleep, scared to be awake. i dont really know what to do. these dreams are different memories. like the old ones were starting to loose effect on my dreaming so new ones have come up.and i seem to be sensitive alot more than usual atm, for example i read something the other day with an unclear title and it turned out to be a SA report, i had daymares and visions of that happening after id read it. zoning out to what the article had described. its frightening tbh because mixed in with my own ptsd events im dreaming someone elses 😞 i dont know why or what is making me do that

i might have to see my gp earlier than wednesday if this pain keeps up. it is really bugging me. heat and cold nor pain releif works. id be wuie happy for it to be taken out right about now. ive never had it do this before. its such as odd and off feeling and its only one ovary not both. at least my cycle is regular for now which its up and running as of tonight but doesnt explain the change in pain all of a sudden

love the cats too @Former-Member they are really cute. thats how i imagine us cuddled up

@outlanderI completly understand the nightmares and daymares, seems to be part of my life now. I wish I had an answer for you but I don't. When we are going through a lot, as you are, it is understandable that you are more sensitive to things.

When are you seeing your psych next because I think it really needs to be discussed with someone who is better qualified than I am?

I think probably seeing your GP before next Wednesday would be a good idea too.

Still sitting with you