outlanderSenior Contributor
I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
I dont know how much longer i can keep going on like this anymore. I feel completely defeated right about now
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I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
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QueenieSenior Contributor
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@outlander I think @Sans911 put it the best, exactly what needed to be said. x
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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no @Phoenix_Rising i wouldnt, its just me. i just cant see reason, i just i dont know anymore.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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sorry your post got eaten @Owlunar thank you for understanding.
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Phoenix_RisingSenior Contributor
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@outlander wrote:no @Phoenix_Rising i wouldnt, its just me. i just cant see reason, i just i dont know anymore.
@outlander Hmmm...that doesn't really make sense to me. So...you think you are a monster for doing something that you know would not make you think someone else was a monster. I wonder why you feel the need to judge yourself more harshly than you would judge others.
I'm off to bed now. I hope you have a peaceful night @outlander. 
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Unknown userMember
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@outlander,I wouldnt tolerate today anyone abusing an animal,and I would rather not work there if that kind of animal cruelty went on there.If it happens again ,record it on video.I would like to spend 5 minutes with that person .
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Unknown userMember
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@outlanderI understand how hard it is to see reason sometimes and we do judge ourselves a lot harder than other. We are our own worse critics. Sitting right next to you tonight 
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Sis @Sans911 I dont know how to stop expecting so much. I dont even realise that. Im so use to doing everything for everyone its un-natural if I dont. I dont know how to stop punishing myself. I just cant help it. I always feel like I deserve it. I aways feel like I fail. I cant even look at my sister. My sisters are one of my greatest casues of my anxiety as bad as that sounds but its the truth. I cant look at them I cant do anything around them.
It so hard. Its tiring and I just cant keep up with it all the time.
Right now it hurts to just breathe. To live.
I dont want to survive, id rather live and I just cant do it. Ive tried so hard and I always seem to end up back here. I just want to change for the better. To be a better person. To be able to look at my sisters without holding back tears.
The tears are streaming now. They wont stop. Its seems like an endless amount coming out.
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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yeah @Phoenix_Rising thats the way it goes.
good night sleep well xoxo
@Former-Memberif it happens again shes kicked off the property. they get one warning and this was it so one more and shes gone.
im so tired of fighting @Former-Member i just want a peaceful night or day. it wont be happening tonight thats for sure unless i tire myself out with tears
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@outlander Aww hun. I hear your struggles, I hear your fears and your hurts. I'm sitting right here next to you with @Former-Member. We've got our arms around. You are loved and cared about. Even if it's doesn't seem quite real, it is. Let the tears fall. Let them go
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Former-Member hey there. How are you doing?
