outlanderSenior Contributor
I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
I dont know how much longer i can keep going on like this anymore. I feel completely defeated right about now
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I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
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Unknown userMember
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
@outlander
I'm not 100% sure outlander?
Maybe because I was playing with her, by saying that she dumped me for other forum members?
You can ask her yourself as I don't want @Bunniekins to think that I am gossiping about her?
I told @Sans911 as she is worried & missing @Bunniekins, & if I could help her, then I wanted to let her know all I know about why @Bunniekins is gone for now? I thought @Bunniekins was just joking about having a holiday or break away from Forum, for 3-6 weeks last time she was talking to myself & @TAB in GoodMorning Thread? if you scroll back until you find the conversation in GMT you will see what @Bunniekins & myself were saying to each other, only I thought it was mainly play? I could be wrong tho, hmmm? Not sure now.
@Bunniekinsloves it in here & everyone, & loves my playful ways. She will come back when she is less stressed, & finished al this UNI training for MHW, ok outlander, & @Sans911.
Love & Hugs
Bella XO 🙂
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outlanderSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
Im sure itll all work out @Former-Member 💚💚
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outlanderSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
How are you going anyway @Former-Member hows that virus going?
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Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
@outlander
I am trying to be strong, I have such headache never stopping I take all the meds. Then after a short while, all pain back again, sick in my stomach & pains in all damaged body parts. I have to be careful not to get Anxiety Attacks so am only drinking tea NO coffee. Lots of water, not sleeping good, getting really strange dreams & waking up all clouded in my head, not seeing properly & loss balance when I get out of bed every morning? Maybe meds & not breathing properly while sleeping deeply? I am seeing Doctor again!! Tomorrow not taking Antibiotics again, got some Probiotics today from the Chemist.Will start them tomorrow. My nervous Sytem is in a bad way from all this Virus Sinusitis's, enough is enough!!
I am getting well, & that is that!!!
Love & Hugs
Thank you for caring sweetheart!
Bye 4 Now!
Bella XO 🙂
I am trying to be strong, I have such headache never stopping I take all the meds. Then after a short while, all pain back again, sick in my stomach & pains in all damaged body parts. I have to be careful not to get Anxiety Attacks so am only drinking tea NO coffee. Lots of water, not sleeping good, getting really strange dreams & waking up all clouded in my head, not seeing properly & loss balance when I get out of bed every morning? Maybe meds & not breathing properly while sleeping deeply? I am seeing Doctor again!! Tomorrow not taking Antibiotics again, got some Probiotics today from the Chemist.Will start them tomorrow. My nervous Sytem is in a bad way from all this Virus Sinusitis's, enough is enough!!
I am getting well, & that is that!!!
Love & Hugs
Thank you for caring sweetheart!
Bye 4 Now!
Bella XO 🙂
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outlanderSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
Aww poor @Former-Member that virus is going away very quick is it. Are they sure its nothing more serious than a virus? Yes keep calm. The more anxious the more pain. I find the same thing and when im in pain im anxious so it works both ways. Sounds like its the same for you too hey 💜
Probiotics sound like a good idea esp with all those antibiotics upsetting gut health. Drs sound like an even better idea 💙
I do care Bella. If you need me you can tag me anytime you like little fairy💖💖
Probiotics sound like a good idea esp with all those antibiotics upsetting gut health. Drs sound like an even better idea 💙
I do care Bella. If you need me you can tag me anytime you like little fairy💖💖
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@outlander
Now you got your Avitar right!!! I am so excited!!
Yes, you are that beautiful Rose, the Blue Moon rose. I wrote a poem about,The Rose, the moon & me.
I wrote it years ago, I even sketched a little picture next to the poem.
If I can still find it, I will show it to you, ok?
I am proud of you outlander, you are blossoming into the beautiful Rose like I see you, in your heart!
GOD bless you always!
Blue Moon Rose!
Love & Hugs
Bella XXXXXXXXOOOOOO 🙂
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Aww thanks @Former-Member it actually represents my forum family plus my 2 fave colours.
Id love to see it if you can find it.
Im more like a thorn not a rose but thank you. So it actually has a name this rose i love it
Id love to see it if you can find it.
Im more like a thorn not a rose but thank you. So it actually has a name this rose i love it
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Sans911Senior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
@Former-Member @outlander I think I have a poem about roses too. Brb- I will go have a look.
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Sans911Senior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
Ahh... The Mighty Rose 🌹
Ahhh.... The mighty rose
King of the flower jungle
How strong you stand
Proud, tall, your heady scent
Announcing to all your presence
Petals silky soft
In hues of pretty pastels
And deepest blues to match the darkest sky
There's shades of whites & creams
Virginal innocence & snow white dreamland
And oranges, apricots, yellows & variates
Ahh.. But the rose
King of the flower jungle
You have your weapons drawn
To yield the unwary
Who dare invade your personal space
And who pluck at your heart strings
For those daring enough
You will not avoid the thorns
With needle sharp points
Power to invoke a gasp
Sharp enough to peirce fragile skin
Blood drips in large plops
To the garden below
Smattering in splodges
How much do you covert this beautiful treasure
What price are you willing to pay for perfection
Will you weep as it wrenches and tears at your flesh
Are you strong enough for love
To stand the mightiness of the rose
Ahhh.... The mighty rose
King of the flower jungle
How strong you stand
Proud, tall, your heady scent
Announcing to all your presence
Petals silky soft
In hues of pretty pastels
And deepest blues to match the darkest sky
There's shades of whites & creams
Virginal innocence & snow white dreamland
And oranges, apricots, yellows & variates
Ahh.. But the rose
King of the flower jungle
You have your weapons drawn
To yield the unwary
Who dare invade your personal space
And who pluck at your heart strings
For those daring enough
You will not avoid the thorns
With needle sharp points
Power to invoke a gasp
Sharp enough to peirce fragile skin
Blood drips in large plops
To the garden below
Smattering in splodges
How much do you covert this beautiful treasure
What price are you willing to pay for perfection
Will you weep as it wrenches and tears at your flesh
Are you strong enough for love
To stand the mightiness of the rose
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AppleblossomSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
I also love pic @outlander
The blue is iridescent.
Just saying hi bye and good night, but thought I would ask how you are?
I saw your concern @Former-Member.
I am getting used to your playfulness. When I joined the forum I was very serious and would not have coped with it much, but now I love it when I see it.
I also know how much you have struggled with MI and seeing the whole of you ( or 7.96746354??) I feel it gives your personality balance with the pain.
I really do hope that @Sans911 and @Li! @Bunniekins are not upset.
Maybe it is just that all relationships have an element of risk and no matter the good intnetions of parties things go pearshaped easily.
