outlanderSenior Contributor
I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
I dont know how much longer i can keep going on like this anymore. I feel completely defeated right about now
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I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
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OwlunarSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
Wow - this is terrific news @outlander
What other issues still need to be dealt with you will have your privacy and space - and so will your Pop - this will make life easier for both of you
FANTASTIC
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outlanderSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
Knew that wasnt going to last long.
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OwlunarSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
What?????????????????
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outlanderSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
im not allowed to be excited and my mother bf is an ungrateful ba**d @Owlunar its jsut completely ruined it for me.
and was just triggered by something on tv on assisted dying. which has brought on other feelings. thats ok. thats the way i am. stupid.
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OwlunarSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
Now take it easy @outlander
You are allowed to feel excited about this and this is important
It can only be ruined for you if you let it - and your new resolutions are about taking control of reactions to other people - and so don't let the ungrateful b**d try and take this away from you
This is your future - and you have every right to it
He has been having a ride on the gravy train and I am pretty sure he's not excited about having to pray rent and not having your around as the family servant-girl
Hold onto your enjoyment of thinking of your privacy and space - these are yours and you are entitled to them
Dec
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outlanderSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
Ok @Owlunar ill try
Im worn out from being excited anyway. Im debating hospital cause i dont know if i can handle any more of this
Im worn out from being excited anyway. Im debating hospital cause i dont know if i can handle any more of this
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OwlunarSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
It will be okay going to hospital with a physically illness @outlander
If you are in pain and exhausted it would be a good idea to ring the doctor and let her know sooner rather than later
You'll be okay if you just deal with one thing at a time - as I am right now - I know you are worried about your Pop and his cancer right now - even if he needs to go into respite himself for a couple of days while you care about your health it will all work out in the long run - as difficult as that sounds right now
Dec
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outlanderSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
My pop is still functioning and he doesn't need to rely on me 24/7 mum will still be here for another week or so yet and will be around while still moving things from house to house @Owlunar
I just dont think i can hold on much longer. Im tired and exhausted and ended up resulting to take more than i should to be able to sleep last night.
Im scared i dont want to go.
I just dont think i can hold on much longer. Im tired and exhausted and ended up resulting to take more than i should to be able to sleep last night.
Im scared i dont want to go.
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OwlunarSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
Yes - I know you are scared
It is that you feel there will be a lot of triggers there?
It's natural that you would be scared of something you don't know anything about but it will be okay - I am sure of that -
I am going there overnight next week - a private hospital overnight sure - but I still don't like the idea much - I don't like the idea of a GA - hopefully I can have an epidural as I did last time - so I understand
It's just that I have been through this before and not excited about it at all - when I time comes I will freak out - so yeah - I totally understand and totally get it
So - can you wait and see? How bad is the pain in your chest? How bad is your fatigue?
Is anyone taking care of you at home? They will be wonderful to you in hospital - but yes - it's scary
Dec
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outlanderSenior Contributor
Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this
Its everything @Owlunar i cant handle home atm either . Its too overwhelming
I can wait and see i guess.
Like you a waiting game. My worst enemy
I can wait and see i guess.
Like you a waiting game. My worst enemy
