I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

Hi @outlander

I was reading and watching over last night - and @Former-Member was doing well with you so I let this go on until I went to bed myself - there are times when I think just letting you talk to someone comes over well and I get a good picture of what is happening with you

But I am always concerned - and so glad you stood up to your mother when she expected you to look after your middle sister when you have your own time - well done

And it is totally impossible for you to be the worst sister in the world - if anyone could have this place it would be my sister - but hey - there has to be a worst sister somewhere but maybe one of Cinderella's evil sisters -

Has your mother ever actually told you that it was your fault about the dog thing? It's totally unfair - I think as @Former-Member said - pretty sure it was Nell - who can control what other people do? - let alone dogs? - it was something that happened and you didn't cause it - maybe one day you will understand this

You are a very caring person and you spend a lot of time on other threads helping other people with a world of stuff happening - mine too - and you are always close to the point with your replies - and this says so much about you that is good - you really care about other people and I notice that so often in spite of the ocean is at its worse you care still busy caring about other people - and not just here - your Pop - your sisters and I remember you gave your mother money to get her hair done some time back

So this is not a person who could be the worst sister in the world - you have to be one of the best

You will get it sometime - you will see things better - I am sure

In the meantime I read your tough evening last night - I was watching over the whole time

So yes - I do

Dec

@outlandersis hope you are ok. Notifications have been down again today if you are wondering.

Hugs