Night Shift

Hi @Mazarita sorry I didn't get back to you sooner. My kids rang me. Life for me at the moment is very similar to what you describe. Didn't get out of bed myself until nearly 2 this afternoon.

Hi @Faith-and-Hope

Not looking forward to tonight. It's Territory Day here and people go absolutely nuts with fireworks. So noisy. They're not supposed to be happening until 6-11pm but some people round here have started already. Not much fun to me. I'm not really a fireworks fan. Don't mind professional displays but when anyone can use them anywhere like tonight it gets dangerous.

Hi @eth,

Well another big day, i saw an accident in front of me today, a lady ran her trailer into a low leve lroof, did a lot of damage, i was unable to warn her because i froze 😕

still very busy but i am making time for the Friday feast, i want to contribute, hugs to everyone.

hope to see all my forumite family tonight 🙂

Jacques

Hi @Jacques hoping you are not feeling too much shock from seeing that accident today. At least it sounds like no-one was hurt.

See you on Friday Feast.

Hi @eth, do you have any earplugs? I would probably consider them if they were on hand. I often have them around to help with situations like that but haven't needed to use them for quite a while. If not now, something to consider for the future. Those simple foam ones don't block out all noise but just reduce the intensity of it, which can give us a bit of a breather from disturbance. Remember to breathe deeply if you can. Will be thinking of you tonight and sending calming vibes.

Thanks @Mazarita No I forgot to get earplugs. But I did get some wine! Not going driving again to get earplugs as fireworks are already happening around my neighbourhood. I don't think it's safe to take the car out again. Will be breathing deeply quite a lot tonight I think! And staying on-line most likely. How was the rest of your day?

Hi @eth, @Mazarita, @Jacques, @Faith-and-Hope

just dropped in to say hi. Sorry to hear about seeing the accident @Jacques. I think I would freeze too. Enjoy Friday feast.

@eth @Mazarita I'm thinking of you both with your tough run at the moment. Good luck with the psychiatrist @Mazarita. Hopefully you'll have a good outcome.

@Faith-and-Hope I really wanted to send you a checklist tonight because there would actually be a few ticks for the first time since I moved in. There would still be x too.

I still haven't showered since Monday but about to now. I had to make the choice today of meeting my phams worker smelling ok or clearing enough stuff out the way so I could find her a seat, chose the latter but feel ok as I now have a dining room I can move in and a table and chairs to sit at😊 The meeting went well and support worker seems nice. I have also managed the most even day for weeks and am going to attempt to go out in the really real and see a friend tonight. I think talking to everyone and my therapist helped yesterday. Thanks so much to you all and @Appleblossom and @Decadian too. I know I have been so intense and worked up over things but feel more at peace right now, and tumultuous Thursday has passed for another week😊

Sending hugs to you all😊💜

@Mazarita I hope your appointment goes well tomorrow too. Feel free to talk about it if you want to.

@Former-Member so glad to hear you had a better day today and are feeling up to going out tonight. Hope you have a great evening.

@eth, just saw a friend on Facebook refer to territory day as 'blow s**t up day' so I feel for you. Hoping that it's not too bad where you are. Staying online sounds like a plan. Thinking of you😊💜

Hi @Former-Member, so great to hear you had a better, more productive day and that you like your Phams worker. How often will you be getting to see them? Awesome that you are going out tonight, enjoy!

@eth, rest of the day so far has been watching Star Trek Voyage, good episode I hadn't seen before. Also just had some pizza for dinner. I don't have much to say about psychiatrist appointment tomorrow and not a lot of energy to think right now, though it could be helpful to write down here some of the things I want to talk to him about. Maybe a bit later. Either way, likely to have more news after the appointment tomorrow. What else have you been up to today aside from sleeping?

Thanks @Mazarita. Probably weekly maybe fortnightly. See her next Friday at this stage😊