Night Shift

@Former-Member It sounds like you could do with getting some of that stuff out verbally, either with a therapist or here or even with lifeline or similar. Do you see someone that you can be really open with? I've found trying to bury stuff really doesn't help, it may need to be dealt with. I really hope you don't SH. You can talk to me if you want to.

I'm feeling pretty much the same as I have been but don't have plans this afternoon so I'm available to be here for you.

Yes @eth

I think I would like to go back to bed - it would not be a good idea though

Today I bit the bullet and formally resigned from the website in the States where I have been a Support Member - it's a relief but a strange feeling

I won't say why - except to stay would not be in my best interests - and whatever we do that has to be the bottom line

Decadian

Thanks @eth. I know you are right. I need to sort this stuff out with my therapist who is currently overseas on a conference. She did message me last night from os but I need her here to sort it out. It can't be done through messages. Thanks to you and @Decadian and everyone from last night for your support. I have come along way from last year but there is still a long way to go. Probably ended up in an ambulance and hospital 10 times last year and about the same the year before but only once this year so it's getting better but SH is still my go to when I'm not coping😔. Anyway enough of my stuff, I hope you have peaceful restful afternoons😊💜

@Decadian sounds like you've made a decision to put your needs first rather than that organisation. Well done.

@Former-Member Please take care of yourself. I'm concerned about you this afternoon.

Thanks @eth but I will be really safe with my son home today.

yes @Decadian what @eth said about your decision to quit. I hope you are at peace with it.

I wish you both well for the rest of the day😊💜

Thanks @Former-Member and @eth

It was not easy to do - complicated reasons

But I guess I will feel better as time passes - it is the best for me to keep away from sites that bite people

I feel very much at home in this forum - I have had a lot of help and I feel I have a lot to contribute - and a lot to learn

I have noticed - when she was younger of course - whenever my cat jumped up onto the roof of the shed - about 7 feet - she always landed neatly on the right spot - and when she jumped down - she landed on her feet - and now - she seems to know that it's past her as she gets older

Wise cat - no one told her - she just knew

It helps just to rattle on a bit right now

Decadian

Oh @Decadian i wish I was like your cat and just knew, keep prattling😄