Night Shift

Yay @Mazarita

I was an athlete - track and field - and played cricket at high school (whoops - that dates me) Secondary College

And when we were kids Dad would take my bro and me to the local Victorian Football Association matches where the were free and if we yelled and shouted - no one noticed

Football needs a crowd -

I am of the Intelligencia - I am a philosopher - I am a person of profound thought -

And I have some great photos - clearning my computer - what a great job - I have so many great photos

But when I do art - I am not clever - but I have scrap books - and I am going to start a book of thoughts for my deceased mother - and I will do some art-work then

But the football - noisy - a good place to yell and shout

Now - do you want to hear about the day I had at the First Day of the Test Cricket (ashes) in Melbourne in the distant past

Decadian

Yes @BlueBay - baby steps. It takes a while to overwrite one behaviour with a new and better one, and with BPD it sounds like an ongoing thing, but you are making progress. That much is clear in your posts. You will have some bad days, but I was saying to MoonGal a couple of days ago, that if you count your good days as good days, and your okay days as good days, and your not-too-great-but-survivable days as good days, you're actually doing pretty good over all. It helps to change that perspective, and give that perfectionist thinking a bit of a talking-to. Not-quite-perfect and sorta-there are fine !!!

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Yeah, @BlueBay, I agree with what @Faith-and-Hope said. 🙂

KEY WORDS: Baby steps!

I'm borderline too, but I think it has faded from me since I don't suffer from that set of symptoms anymore.

@Former-Member

I understand - I really get it - there were times when I did not want to go home either - I would walk along the beach in the rain rather that go home -

But I knew that things would go really sour if I did not go and sort out the chaos a badly-wired hyperactive child could cause - and in the care of his father that would be worse - aahh

I get it Teej -

Are you really procrastinating or are you keeping yourself sane for a bit longer?

Decadian

Haha, @Former-Member, how do you even do that?

Hi @Former-Member

My feet have defrosted - my back is aching - Dr Phil was too boring to care about - luckily my computer seems to have settled down - perhaps that its touchie is frozen too

So I am staying inside and keeping warm for now - but I will probably take a walk later

Have you gone back inside yet?

Decadian