I'm going nowhere and people can see it... what is my life..

whats your plans for today @MDT

Hey @outlander

wasnt really on forums yesterday as i had uni and all

Was an alright day. Had my psych in the night. Then was up finishing an essay which i have probably buggered up)

Had 3 hours of sleep then woke up at 5 45. Took a medication and went back to sleep. So no gym today.. i can never go when i feel tired or have little energy.

I have my assessment centre next week for that graduate program. Bit nervous about it. But today i feel really bad so im not gonna think about next week today.

Just have to get through today.

I always feel like i am getting nowhere in life. That i "should" be doing more. I feel guilty that i am at home today.

I have about a month left in my degree. I think once i have done my last exam then i will put more effort into finding a job. Just as a 'thing to do' that soaks up the time.

I keep remembering and thinking about what everyone else is doing. How they bfs or gfs.. and im just on my own.

Such a shitty feeling today. I cant do much because i am headachey and stressed out.

I feel paralysed.

hi @MDT

sorry your feleing like that. its really hard. hopefully you caught up on some sleep today. try not to feel to guilty about it, uni isnt easy so a days rest isnt too bad.

what have you been getting up to today?

not much @outlander

was going to go to the gym but decided against it as I have been feeling very light headed today.. and that's a surefire way to make myself worse.. i always get sick/headaches after the gym if i go and I'm not well rested before hand.

i'm on the verge of a panic attack...

tonight i have to go to get a suit for my assessment centre day next week so that's good for getting out of the house.. today i just haven't had the motivation and energy to go anywhere

played xbox for a bit but got worse at it lol as time went on so gave up on it..

played pc for a bit too but then got bored of it..

i feel really empty and also tired...

i'm so over all of this