Fk set off by a song!!!

Hello Claire {the : heart : works :D}

I'm sorry the song set you off, I have many that do the same - I don't listen to many because of it. I found free internet sites that have just music and have gathered quite a few pieces.

I love the new avatar!! 😄 That describes so many people so well 🙂 !! There's no such thing as perfect, so we are perfect in our imperfections 🙂

Niqua

@outlander I am so sorry you had cancer. I cannot imagine what that was like for you to go through and to come through it despite of everything shows how strong you are. Nurse your battle scar.

xxxxxxx

@Bunniekins

Im currently studying too. Its quite good. The course has just finsihed today so awaitng marks now.
I support charities too. Im doing bags up for share the dignity atm. Ive done 15 bags so far. Not sure how much more I can do financially. I support salvos too as I buy the handbags from there.

The scary thing is I dont enjoy anything anymore. I dont even ride horses anymore. I hardly draw. Everything that use to bring joy is gone and at this point its dangerous and my psych knows it as well.

hey @Former-Member

yeah alot of songs today. this one got to me becasue i had cancer and its so fresh. then this morning reminded me of my hospital admissions and wanting to end my life

haha glad it works! thats how i do it on my phone sometimes and on the computer too as its quick.

glad you like me new avatar too 🙂

oh.. you didnt know @Bunniekins sorry that mustve been a shock to hear. yeah i had 2 surguries to remove it all and a loveley big lot of sutures that runs from jsut before my underarm almost halfway across my bad. have 5 more days to go before sutures come out now. its in the stupedest spot too, its in line with both sections of bra strap. the shoulder staps and then the part where it clips up as well so it rubs abit

OMG! @outlander I heard something about it ... but had no idea it was that invasive! That is truly shocking I am so sorry you had to go through such an awful experience. It really is not right is it.

I always think it is so unfair when someone is young to get cancer @outlander. Life can be very unfair at times. How is the prognosis?

Im currently studying too. Its quite good. The course has just finsihed today so awaitng marks now.
I support charities too. Im doing bags up for share the dignity atm. Ive done 15 bags so far. Not sure how much more I can do financially. I support salvos too as I buy the handbags from there.
The scary thing is I dont enjoy anything anymore. I dont even ride horses anymore. I hardly draw. Everything that use to bring joy is gone and at this point its dangerous and my psych knows it as well.
@Bunniekins

uh yeah. they didnt really know it was that invasive either. they had to go deeper than first expected too. thankfully its nearly over now. jsut riding out the recovery time so that i cna get back to work and do more of what i use to do as you cna imagine not good with all these in. i had to go to er the other day becasue after all the movement i did i had built up blood behind the sutures and it was going everywhere and i thougth something was wrong but luckily its stopped. i see my gp on wednesday oh tomorrow to get hthem checked out as well

@outlander You have been through the wars girl! Any chemo? You poor thing 😞

After all you have been through I wouldn't be worrying about anybody but yourself re: charities etc. Just get yourself well.

ah yeah @Bunniekins alot ive jsut written on my thread in my last post to Dec about a few things vie been through besides this.

no, no chemo. they didnt want to look to far ahead but if it had of been deeper than sutures then i mightve needed a form of direct radiation to get rid of the cells.

i know i had to stop charities for now. i found it made me feel good, like a calling card but i can hardly support myself. i have another 2 bags at home ready to fill but im not sure if ill be able to do that now. i might be able to im not sure. im hoping i can have the hard suff done before next weekend so its done before i turn 21

You are 20!!!!!! @outlander I am 52!!!! It goes so quick you know ... but then I am very spiritual and believe this is all just a part of something bigger. I am not religious just spiritual...

You are a baby girl 🙂