Hey @Kurra,
just checking in with you and all that float through. I’m glad you got through your last scare. I’m really hoping 2018 is a bit better for you. Would still love to have a beer on a porch with you one hot summers night and have a chat about the world.
Im currently hurled up at my parents house whilst they are away. I’m kind of paralysed and avoiding going home. I’ve messed a lot up over the past year. I thought I was going ok for a while but I don’t think I was now. I think I was just telling myself that. I’ve just come off of 72 hours of SI but I’m ok for now. The strangest thing is for the first time in years I didn’t have access to my stash, it’s been kind of strange. I guess it wouldn’t surprise you if I told you I was very lost again. Anyway that’s my self pity party I’m hoping you are ok and all who read this.
Lots of love and hugs. 💜🤗