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Trouble !

Trouble !

I'm in big do do and thinking stupid exit plans. No worries. These are thoughts only. I'm not planning any action on these thoughts. I'm terrified that I'm going to end up homeless again. Any support would be very welcime @Faith-and-Hope @Teej @Appleblossom @Shaz51 @Mazarita @Former-Member @Former-Member and anyone else who cares about me.

I'm si afraid....... Luv n Hugzzz to all 💕

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Thanks @Former-Member & @Teej

@Faith-and-HopeSeeing the mosaic did not make me sad. Just a quiet fondness for the times I spent in his workshop and for witnessing that creative part of him, lost to the world as others did not see or respect that side of him like I did. It means heaps to me that you ask that question though.

I have done a lot of the griefwork, teasing out the issues, the development, the mental health and grief issues, but it still is sad as somehow it hangs over my son and I.

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It will for a while @Appleblossom. It's the way of grief. On the weekend I cried for my Mum. I was in so much discomfort and I just wanted my Mum. Thinking of you lass. ❤

Lovely to hear from you @Teej. Keep on keeping on. Sounds as if you're managing reasonably. Do you know what resilience is?
Resilience doesn't stop us from falling in a heap but it is what helps us to get up and try again.
Always in my thoughts 💜

@Former-Member
How are you going lass. You're always in my thoughts and prayers. Look after those kiddlywinks but most important, look after you. 💙

Hi @Shaz51
I do hope you're feeling a lot better than you were. What's the latest news. Love you heaps
💚

@Faith-and-Hope
Just wondering how you're travelling? Still a tough road? Hopefully it will all start to settle soon. Always in my thoughts and prayers. 💖

Hi @Mazarita @Former-Member @Jacques and everyone I've forgotten.

Luv n Hugzzz to all 🎶💕🎶

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💜💜💜 @Kurra .....

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I'm ok @Kurra just trying to get through each day and it is so hard at the moment. I don't have and mh support any more and can't bring myself to find any. It's b just too complicated and hard. But feel so alone
I'm glad you are getting through your injuries and back to work but hoping the pain lessens. Will look forward to seeing you here when your big project is done.
@Appleblossom sounds like things are so hard with your sons situation, would be devastating for you both. I hope that things get better for you both with time...
@Faith-and-Hope I read somewhere about a dx being made that sounded hopeful and so good to read. Thinking of you and sending care and love always.
Hi @Shaz51 hugs and hugs

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Hi @Former-Member

It's so good to see you ..... I miss you being here more, but I understand .....

How many weeks left of school ? Do you think maybe on the Christmas break you could consider seeking support again ? It's hard when you're running tired and have no energy for anything else beyond the basics.

There is a dx for some of the issues on our front .... identified in one but not yet confirmed in the other. That will have to happen through someone else. Any progress is better than none, and at least I have some understanding of what has up-ended us ..... we are going to be under support for quite some time I think .....

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Thanks @Faith-and-Hope sorry for typos above, my phone is so annoying to write messages on. I'm glad you are getting some more understanding of your situation and hope that the right people aren't far away to keep things moving for you all.
I just can not sleep at the moment. Even though I'm exhausted. There isn't anyone else here who I can see for me, three are skype options but I can't handle that or manage it. Missing my psychologist so much and she's only just left recently.

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Oh no @Former-Member ......

Is there someone in a nearby town ?

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there's a town where there is someone but that is 100km away or another that is a bit further than that in the other direction. but then i'd have no child care in those places or would have to take whole days off of work to get there and back while kids are at school to do regularly. feeling really trapped and just focussing on getting through these last few weeks. Son has appt this week that im really nervous about. and i have a new boss at work that is coming in to meet us today. i ended up getting 4 hrs sleep last night which is my usual amount at the moment. hope you have a nice day @Faith-and-Hope, sending hugs to all.

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I am glad for the four hours sleep for you @Former-Member ..... it's subsistence sleep, but that is something at least ...... if you can take time on Chair Island to breathe deeply for a while, that will help too.

Maybe you can do the 100km trips during school holidays ? And maybe the counsellor will accept email contact in between ?

Keep trying to look after you .... you matter ......

💐💜💕

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Hi @Faith-and-Hope @Former-Member @Teej @Shaz51 @utopia @Mazarita @Former-Member et al. Can't think anymore.
I had a good day at work today. I got some fabulous feedback on the work I've been doing which is nice. I've put in a lot of hours and effort on this one. Very unpleasant subject matter but extremely important.

I am truly blessed considering the beautiful people I am currently working with. I'm just hoping I don't get deployed anywhere else for a long while!

How's everyone going? Sounds promising F&H. No matter what the dx, something is better than nothing.

Luv n Hugzzz to all 💞🎶💕🎶💞
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