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BUBBLES WORLD :)

BUBBLES WORLD :)

me in my little world

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@Bubbles3 my dog was given away while I was in hospital a few years ago. When I return from snowboarding hoping to get a puppy

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but if im not around ,,....... no one misses me

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thats good @Awpgirl

what type

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I have a few breeds in mind since chatting with the PTSD service dog association
Labrador
Golden retriever
Husky

Basically a dog large enough to allow me feel safe.

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thats good @Awpgirl

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It is the darkest, deepest place one can travel to alone,
A solo journey filled with struggles and groans.
Every day is a new battle against the same foe,
But the enemy fights back with psychological blows.
It creeps up on you in your most vulnerable state,
Especially when there's no one around who can relate.
Thoughts in your mind begin to swirl and swell.
Which drag you into your own subconscious hell.
Figments and entities from your past
Serve as the pain which you can't outlast.
Finally sleep always comes as a welcomed friend,
But it the morning the ceaseless battle begins yet again.

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I suppose it's hard for some to understand
This is not the way that I had planned
I don't know how I've let myself get this way
And sometimes feel like calling it a day
But then I think of those who are close to my heart
Ending it all would probably tear them apart
So while I'm thinking of my dread
I'll try and sort out this mess in my head
Then if I find I still can't cope
There's nothing more I can do than pray and hope
That everything will turn out right for me
And someday I'll be as happy as I can possibly be

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It's hard to explain those
demons inside,
the daily struggle,
the daily ride.

When will they go?
When will they end
these terrible thoughts
that they send?

They make me
hate myself.
They fill my head
with torture and doubt.

I'm tired of crying,
I'm tired of trying,
I wish I could believe
those demons were lying.

It's a constant battle
between them and me.
I just want to end it all
and be free.




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The hurt in my eyes is all that has to be said
Sometimes I know I'm better off dead
The pain is the only thing I can feel
Knowing it's the one thing that's real
Behind all the games and lies
An emptiness haunts my eyes
A person who I used to be
Worse even though it wasn't me
Sorrow consuming every thought
Slowly losing everything I've got
Darkness closing in all around
Still I don't make a single sound
Evil fills the void inside
This life's not one I'll confide
However deeper someone tries to look
Whatever happens the ground has shook
The dread and hate leaves me in a daze
All around me demons fires blaze
Living isn't worthwhile if its torture
Yet it's that to which I'm not sure
Don't try to understand the words written here
For I'm not the one to fear


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Have you ever thought about publishing a blog with your poems @Bubbles3? You are quite talented.

I guess with blogs though, you lose a lot of anonymity though.

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