Thanks to all your kind thoughts. Whilst at PARC, I had no access to a computer to reply, so was only able to reply when home on leave, however I was discharged this morning so will be about for a few days.
I've leased a unit in Belmont, Geelong for at least the next 12 months where I hope to soon get into a Dialectical Behaviour Therapy program. I had to have a permanent address in the Geelong region to get into DBT. My current home is on the market and I'll know tomorrow (Tues) if the young couple who want to buy it have got their loan. At the end of my 12 month lease on the unit and provided I'm not "homesick" I'll most likely buy a unit in the Belmont area.
I had my final review this morning before discharge and it didn't go too well. Unbeknown to me, the unit I leased is out of the range of my current team, so I'll be transitioned over to a new team. I don't mind that so much, but I'll also loose my lovely and knowledgeable psychiatrist. Those with BPD can only imagine what that did to me when I heard the bad news. I immediately clicked with my current psychiatrist and now I have to go through the process of learning to trust another one, if indeed that's even possible. I'll try to engage with the new team and see how it goes, even though my current thoughts are to not have anything to do with them at all, but well see how it pans out when I catch up with them in a week or so.
Once again, thanks for your support. I'll keep this updated as things progress, although I'm not sure I'll have Internet access for awhile.
Kind regards,
Ellie.