hurry up time im petrified!

Hi @outlander, sounds like you have been through a lot lately.

It sounds like what you are going through it extrmely scary especially since you have so many un-answered questions. And the waiting is especially hard because you probably have so many thoughts running through your head and as humans, we always think the worst.

A few years ago, my son was in hospital and they thought he had leukamia (had all the symptoms of it). Thankfully it wasn't but the overnight wait we had for results was one of the worst nights of my life and of course I letting my mind fear the worst.

I can say to try and keep yourself occupied and distract yourself, however I know that it is a lot easier said than done, and if I was in your position, I would probably be freaking out too.

But I can (and probably a lot of other on here) try and support you as much as possible in anyway you need for as long as you need

Breathe @outlander Breathe.

I have no doubt that it is freaking you out and I am not for one minute going to say I know how you feel, because I don't.

The waiting around scares us the most and unfortunately no one can give you those answers you really want and need until next week.

So maybe take it day by day or even hour by hour until then. Is there something you can do tonight to ease your anxiety around this?

I don't sleep much so will be around most of the night if you want to chat, and it could be about anything you want.