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the longest wait while being petrified

the longest wait while being petrified

So on wednesday I went to see my gp about a skin spot I was finding to be quite suspicious and the news turned out to be not what I expected.
They want the spot surgically removed urgently as in tuesday unless others cancel and i can get in earlier. They want the whole thing and as it looks like its spreading already they want more than just the top taken off then if it comes back malignanat more tests to see how far its spread then removed those areas


the worrying part is i dont know how long its been there for and because ive noticed it change twice its a very bad sign. Unintentionally coming off her was fear. Fear from others makes me worse and she was sending off alot of that. She pointed out 2 other points that she noticed that are really not good and are often seen in skin cancers.

Im so scared and it seems like tuesday is taking forever to get here. Its really not easy to sit with and accept. Im bloody pertrified!

@Former-Member

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Hi @outlander how did you get on at the Doctors?

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posted at the same time @Former-Member above msg

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We posted at the same time @outlander. Glad it is nothing serious so maybe you should take their advice and rest it. Your sisters should be back at school tomorrow shouldn't they? If so you can get some rest during the day.

I know you have been struggling today too, so thanks for your support today. Just lost it, again!

Nell

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Today was the first day ive really done anything. Will be able to do well nothing tomorrow. I have the stupid psych tomorrow morning @Former-Member

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@outlanderI know you have said before that you don't think your psych is doing much for you. Do you think it can improve or do you need to see if you can find another psych to work with. I think it's important that you have as much support in your corner as possible.

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I always get to this point though @Former-Member i will go really good with the new psych ive changed quite a few times already. This makes the 6th one. I want this one to work. I dont know. Its just a struggle to survive every day. It tiring and life shouldnt have to be like this. Im not making any more attempts at ending it but this is ridiculous

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@outlanderfirstly lets talk here, I am getting confused going from my thread to yours!!!

No you are right, it shouldn;t be like this. It isn't fair. Its carppy and totally unfair. I look at other people and think why can't I have your life, no complications, no past trauma, etc, etc, etc.

And I havent got an answer for that, I don't think any of us. We just have to try and deal with the crappy stuff we have been dealt with

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@outlander,good news,but yo should be only a few days away from being able to return to horses.

Walking is the only thing that has kept me sane and alive besides my pictured Burnaby past five years,can you think of something like it or got good walking tracks around?Plus it would help with the weight due to drugs.

If the "stupid psych" gets too much,just make something up to see the look on her face lol! Probably would be the most helpful of any therapy to put a smile on your face!

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Lol ok @Former-Member

Im trying to deal with it i guess csa as well as witnessing dv or dealing with a dog attack and bullying and all the rest of the shite just doesnt go away.

I guess im justing loosing all my hope. Its not a great feeling

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They come out in 7 days @Former-Member but horses needed feeding and kids wanted to see thier horse ao i took them there.
I dont have many walking tracks. I just ride the exercise bike but ive got the treadmill out too.

Its the content. Of the appointments. Im not getting anywhere
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