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the longest wait while being petrified

outlanderSenior Contributor21 Sept 2017, 10:09 pm AEST

the longest wait while being petrified

So on wednesday I went to see my gp about a skin spot I was finding to be quite suspicious and the news turned out to be not what I expected.
They want the spot surgically removed urgently as in tuesday unless others cancel and i can get in earlier. They want the whole thing and as it looks like its spreading already they want more than just the top taken off then if it comes back malignanat more tests to see how far its spread then removed those areas

the worrying part is i dont know how long its been there for and because ive noticed it change twice its a very bad sign. Unintentionally coming off her was fear. Fear from others makes me worse and she was sending off alot of that. She pointed out 2 other points that she noticed that are really not good and are often seen in skin cancers.

Im so scared and it seems like tuesday is taking forever to get here. Its really not easy to sit with and accept. Im bloody pertrified!

@Former-Member

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Unknown userMember05 Oct 2017, 9:40 am AEDT

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No @outlander, you are going to get your butt in that car and drive to your appointment!!

I know you are scared hun, that is totally normal. Just drive there and take a few minutes before you go in just to settle yourself a bit. Take a few deep breaths, give yourself a bit of a talking to. Say to yourself, I can do this, I did it last time I can do it again, I am strong enough to go in. Something like this, a bit of positive self talk

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outlanderSenior Contributor05 Oct 2017, 9:49 am AEDT

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Yes Miss @Former-Member
Im here now. I think kids were starting to wonder why i hadn't left straight away but im here and i dont want to get out
I remember going though these baby if baby steos last time that really broke it down so im trying that then i need to walk in check in and wait

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Unknown userMember05 Oct 2017, 9:54 am AEDT

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@outlander, I am here with you darl, you can walk in and do this

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outlanderSenior Contributor05 Oct 2017, 10:00 am AEDT

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Thanks @Former-Member ❤❤
Ive checked in and waiting now

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Unknown userMember05 Oct 2017, 10:01 am AEDT

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Great job @outlander, super proud of you!

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outlanderSenior Contributor05 Oct 2017, 10:02 am AEDT

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Thanks @Former-Member
Here we go.....

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Unknown userMember05 Oct 2017, 10:04 am AEDT

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@outlandergoodluck, am holding your hand and will be here when you get out

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Unknown userMember05 Oct 2017, 10:24 am AEDT

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@Nell sorry I have not been there to help with @outlander the last 2 days, Nell.
I had a turn for the worse with this, terrible body pain, & burning knee joints, lower back, spinal, & left hand, plus acute sinus infections. The pressure & pain, & lack of proper rest & sleep are making me upset & depressed. I have tried my best to help Outlander?
I've tried all I know, apart from reading some things from MH information on, helping yourself to cope?
I have to look after myself here, or I will not cope with my problems. I have so much responsibility here to keep myself well & stable Mentally.
I felt led to tell you this & I know outlander will read this & understand, as I have to have time out to try to heal I started to take high doses of my meds since getting so involved, which is terrible?
I am being totally honest, because I need to open up so that I can be understood.
I love outlander & she knows it, but I need to have peace now so that I can sort my own health issues out, if possible to gain better, Physical, & Mental Health. I had to give up my job that I worked so hard & so long for to get healing. I hated doing it, but it was the only way. I have to healed as yet in my body, & the pain is debilitating. I honestly thought I could help outlander, yet I can not, not while I have such body damage to deal with. I absolutely loved our playful harmless banter together. It was very good for me, thank you for being a part of it. 🙂 I have no company, or family here & I appreciated our time together.
I am still in this site, just going to more healing, gentle on my needs threads. I hope you & all concerned understand?
((((((GROUP HUG))))))
My True Love Always

Bella XXX 🙂

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Unknown userMember05 Oct 2017, 10:25 am AEDT

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@Former-Member woops left the 23 out 🙂

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Unknown userMember05 Oct 2017, 10:50 am AEDT

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@Former-MemberI do not understand why you feel the need to say "I'm sorry". You have NOTHING to be sorry for.

I am saddened to hear what you are going through with all your terrible pain but you need to look after YOUSELF first. You have to help yourself before you can help others.

You do not need to explain it to me at all. The last few days I struggled to help anyone and relied on people here so much. But now, today, I am in a better position to give that help to people in need, and that includes you to @Former-Member.

Helping others on here isn't always about commenting on posts, it is just about being on that ride with them. @outlander knows you are there with her, you don't need to write the words to let her know that.

From our interactions together, I can tell you have such a beautiful soul @Former-Member and I would love to be there to help you out along your journey. If that is something I can support you with then please let me know what your thread name is.

I understand completly where you are coming from and I don't think for one minute that anyone on here would not. The most important person in your struggles is you. As I said, I am happy to be in your corner Bella and help you along this journey.

Big hugs to you and take care

Love Nell

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