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So on wednesday I went to see my gp about a skin spot I was finding to be quite suspicious and the news turned out to be not what I expected. They want the spot surgically removed urgently as in tuesday unless others cancel and i can get in earlier. They want the whole thing and as it looks like its spreading already they want more than just the top taken off then if it comes back malignanat more tests to see how far its spread then removed those areas
the worrying part is i dont know how long its been there for and because ive noticed it change twice its a very bad sign. Unintentionally coming off her was fear. Fear from others makes me worse and she was sending off alot of that. She pointed out 2 other points that she noticed that are really not good and are often seen in skin cancers.
Im so scared and it seems like tuesday is taking forever to get here. Its really not easy to sit with and accept. Im bloody pertrified!
This is amazing please try it I just prayed for us all!
Love Forever
Your Spiritual Sister Donna (Bella)
XXXOOO
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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@Former-Member i think your right. Mine doesnt just represent growing up. It meant alot more. I think your onto something But i am tired so hopefully ill go to sleep
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Unknown userMember
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Sleep tight gorgoeus girl
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Unknown userMember
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Beautiful @Former-Member, I am listening to it now
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Unknown userMember
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Good Morning my beautiful cyber grandgirl Claire @outlander
I read through the thread a little, it was soooo good to see you all having fun 😄
Then the dreaded panic set in, as it does for you every night. I hope you got some sleep
Tomorrow will come and tomorrow will go, and then it will become yesterday and begin it's journey into the past. But you will continue into the future, where your tomorrows may be so much better
I think it's good that today is a bit busyish for you, but here comes the nag - take it easy, get that wound checked if your worried about it {is it hot at all?}. I don't think they'd do another operation if the original wound is infected? @Sans911 would probably know better. I think the incredible itch is a good sign, it could mean it's healing well 🙂
Lots of love and caring to you Claire
Niqua
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Unknown userMember
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Good Morning my beautiful Sis @Former-Member
I love you, you are such a beautiful person
You go through so much yourself and yet give so much to others
So I just want to give you all the positivity I can
Thank you for all your kindness and caring, all the laughs and sharing. Thank you for the person you are
Sending you everything good in this World 🙂
Niqua
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outlanderSenior Contributor
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Good morning Niqua Oh yes last night was fun. Just what the dr ordered 😉 Yeah bloody nights are always the worst and as you can see by reading it doesnt take much to set it off. Im not too busy today. Mum is home and wants to spend abit of time with us before she goes to work tomorrow so will see what happens later. I checked it this morning and theres no fluid or anything there now which is a good sig. I think they just did a crappy job of it. It looks so bloody messy! Your allowed to nag 😉 and its not nagging its caring ❤ Love you loads too Niqua ❤
Lots of breathing moments today ❤
@Former-Member
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Good Morning @outlander@Former-Member@Sans911@Former-Member Hi, I woke up different this morning, a good different. Last nite was no mistake or just a thing that happened. I believe it was meant to be, & was for all our wellbeing. I sincerely mean that as my playfulness, & joy, was being drained from me. I have had too much body pain for so long now that I just had to accept it & the consequence's of having it. I had very little body pain, to none, when I first met my best friend that I told you about last nite, Denise. Denise was so depressed & badly hurt emotionally & bodily that no one was able to help her at that time, not exaggerating. I saw her heart & I loved it, I saw rite though her painful soul right into her Spirit, if you know what I mean? I played with her, every time I saw her. She absolutely loved my sense of humour. I told Denise my only reason for living is to make her laugh, & have fun, then that is why GOD has me here. We were so close in the long run that before she went to be with GOD, she told me before she went on a holiday to visit her grown up children, who live in QLD. She told me in a SMS via her mobile phone ( I miss you Donna, & I have not even gone yet.) I never saw her again, as Denise passed on, on her way to visit her children. I'm crying now, as I love Denise so very much, & I miss her very day. I am telling you this as it was playfulness & laughter that made her days better & healthier, & mine too. I said the silliest things to Denise, she loved it, her eyes were wide opened, when I said what ever came out of my, quick thinking brain. The most unpredictable yet, laughter inducing, healing fun. Denise never laughs, yet she cracked up in tears from giggling, & sometimes shock, in a funny way at what ever I said to her? She is the gentlest, loveliest, lady I ever met, no joking. Just needed to brake the chains of torment & pain with silliness, & fun. GR8 Medicine & we built a, beautiful, unforgettable, forever friendship, because of it! Thank you for being you @outlander Luv U Bella XO 🙂
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