Career Chat // Building resilience for job seeking // Tues 12 Sep, 7pm AEST

Hi @OstataAust, so glad I came across your post. I'll be following and trying to stay updated with your wisdom and suggestions. I've spent a lot of time thinking about careers, jobs, earning a living as opposed to being on welfare. The security of a disability pension with my anxieties, highs and lows and random break downs brings fear of being successful in the way of a financial career. I worry that if I find a job and have a good run of over 12 months and then get really unwell again that I'll be off the pension and with no job and struggle financially.
In some ways I have a lot of skills and can undertake certain jobs. On the other hand, there is so many jobs because of my anxiety and not coping with stress that I cannot do. For example, I find working in an office environment hard because of the anxiety of working with people. Some days it's ok and other days I can hardly string a sentence together or remember things.
I have so many business ideas and energy that could bring my local council out of deficit. Business ideas that may be able to produce an income. Artistic ideas that could help the local artists and businesses in my town. Songs and talented children that could change people's lives or inspired them by listening to our music. But my anxiety is so severe that it's difficult to express and communicate them to groups of people (especially in meetings) is hard for me.
I currently work from home as a commission only real estate agent. I'm basically not earning money at the moment but I have learnt so many new skills and have become a better person (to some degree ..... I'm not there for my 4 children as much as I'd like to be). If I can hang in there, I should be able to make an income to live off in 12 months.
I'm going through career dilemmas and am really excited to follow your posts or get help with guidance.
One of my highest priorities is to be off the pension and working. But working doing one of my many passions and without fear of becoming unwell and stuck without an income from a job and being booted off the pension after 12 months and stranded without any money at all.
Also, I only have another 8-10 years with my children before they grow up and leave. When I didn't have the pressure of working I had more time for them. My first son is a talented musician because I gave him the time. The other 3 have missed out on this opportunity. I envisioned us touring and travelling to deliver our music and books. World class material that could help Australian Tourism. My children have dual US citizenships and I know that if I gave my children and myself the time, that we could be living our dream and somehow delivering our Australian product and promoting Australia in the US. Now, I work on the weekends and 7 days. I put all my time into real estate. I've put on so much weight from not doing the things I enjoy, like surfing and cycling with the children and am reassessing if real estate is for me.
I wish I could get a Government or company long term contract for a job, for the same or better money that I'm on now to help make our community, town or country a better place......in the way of creating songs and books to promote Australia would be ideal. Or setting up a local information centre / museum where local artists can display their work.
Any chance you can help me there?
Thank you for getting this far 🙂

i missed this last night as i had a support group on
sorry about that