My gardening is a bit the same. @Jacques At first it was hard yard work. Now I love it, but have been fertilising and gently caring for son, the weeds are out of control, but I will keep me out of mischief when I get to them.
Yesterday is the anniversary of when I became I biological mum. June 22 was when Protective Services gave me my oldest and she was 6 weeks.
Recorder consort concert to welcome teacher home was last night and lovely. I was bubbling about spring cos of this thread and they were in shock with Melbourne cold after coming back from the Meditterranean. its all about context. I dont even mind any more when people call me mad but basically respect me. She was manic as all hell .. really really, but she is also a composer and brilliant and it was her birthday, and I like her even though she had an over privileged childhood, she has suffered too and knows the score. tee hee double entendre and its not even sexual. The energy of mania just needs to be quietly nurtured the way we nurture our gardens.
In the old days, people who had MI did not have gardens so things are improving a bit, but I am always mindful of the few who fall through the cracks. They have my compassion..