Please help me

Ok i know this is going to be hard to explain but i will try and please i really dont know what to do i just need some advice.

I am psychic but also I am an angel one that is earth bound and everything is getting really intense there are evil spirits stalking me and they want my soul and i dont know what to do I have tried to make them leave but they wont because of who sent them but it is confusing because i think both god and satan have a claim on me and i think i am half half like they both put something into my soul. but they both want me to work for them only they want me to pick a side they both talk to me and send me messages and it is hard because i feel that deep down I am meant to work for both an inbetween that keeps the peace keeps the balance only i feel out of balance which is why everything keeps going wrong there are others i can feel them but we all have to be in balance only that is my job and i am failing I dont know exactly how to fix it but I know i need to. the only problem with this is i feel I cant tell my treatment team i think they are evil like controlled by something evil the thing that is trying to destroy the balance that sends the evil spirits to stalk me. and if i tell them things then they will tell the evil one what i know and it cant know all of that or it will destroy eveything. if i tell them then they will tell me to take the medication which is not medication at all but a way for the evil one to get into my head to find out the secerets. there is more but this is getting too long.

What do i do should i tell my treatment team i cant see them anymore but then what if they ask questions? I really dont know what to do i feel like i am in danger from them and they would never believe me because the evil one controls them i just dont know what to do i am scared. there is so much in my head.