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Please help me

Ok i know this is going to be hard to explain but i will try and please i really dont know what to do i just need some advice.

I am psychic but also I am an angel one that is earth bound and everything is getting really intense there are evil spirits stalking me and they want my soul and i dont know what to do I have tried to make them leave but they wont because of who sent them but it is confusing because i think both god and satan have a claim on me and i think i am half half like they both put something into my soul. but they both want me to work for them only they want me to pick a side they both talk to me and send me messages and it is hard because i feel that deep down I am meant to work for both an inbetween that keeps the peace keeps the balance only i feel out of balance which is why everything keeps going wrong there are others i can feel them but we all have to be in balance only that is my job and i am failing I dont know exactly how to fix it but I know i need to. the only problem with this is i feel I cant tell my treatment team i think they are evil like controlled by something evil the thing that is trying to destroy the balance that sends the evil spirits to stalk me. and if i tell them things then they will tell the evil one what i know and it cant know all of that or it will destroy eveything. if i tell them then they will tell me to take the medication which is not medication at all but a way for the evil one to get into my head to find out the secerets. there is more but this is getting too long.

What do i do should i tell my treatment team i cant see them anymore but then what if they ask questions? I really dont know what to do i feel like i am in danger from them and they would never believe me because the evil one controls them i just dont know what to do i am scared. there is so much in my head.

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You know that without so much talk of the Evil one and without putting all your care team members in the one basket. Which taking your meds will allow you to do as long as you be the trooper and let them get right into your system by not stop starting your meds.. you are not far off making true observstions of our world and you will as i did .. begin to absorb the meds ability to see through the darker spirited amongst us and i believe strongly .. as i too have bad luck over shadow what i do thats good and see goodluck shadow the bad and it does have us questioning ourselves .. but there lies the trap.. if you feel as do that good angel feeling that washes over you is somewhat more convincing that im being protected than when i get away with doing something that feels selfish or inconsiderate towards others.. as i know i want to be treated as i treat others.. and you are just like the rest of us in taking the good with the bad.. we just got to learn to accept the bad as just that. Bad and dwell no more on it. And cherish the good in hope that by the end we will have enough to keep moving on . Take meds til the paths clear .. worked for me.

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I am not eaxctly sure what you mean @Tui i think i get most of it but i am not totally sure. as for taking the meds i really cant do that they will hurt me in ways i cant explain.

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Im about to sign off but i would really be keen to hear you try to explain the hurt you feel from the meds.. if you can take plenty of notes yourself and rethink before giving me even one word descriptions so i can see if it translates understandably as when i first read your post i almost had it. Anyway if it is too complex then i will wait another 50 years until i speak to someone of your calibre. Nigh nigh all

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I mean the meds will hurt me because they will either make me tell or they will let the evil one into my head and if he gets into my head then he will take things and i cant have him do that or he will destroy everything.

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Hi @Eden1919

Please do not drop your treatment team but contact them telling them exactly how you feeling. You can trust them, their advice and treatment. This is so important to get immediate assistance now. Please also reach out to anyone close to you now. Thinking of you

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@Former-Member But how can I trust my treatment team when they are being controlled by someone else. I just i really dont think they want to help me also i dont think i should tell anyone close i dont think that is safe. but i dont know what to do i have trouble hiding things from them because i like to be truthful but this is hard because it isnt safe to tell the truth. i am just really lost for what to do right now.

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I really dont know what to do things are getting more intense and I just i feel like i need to go somehwere but if i left then people would start looking for me even if i left a note... i dont know what to do.

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My dear @Eden1919

Please trust me as you can. Your treatment team will help you to feel better. They will not harm you I promise. Let them know how you are feeling. Talk to them. The medications will not harm you. The medication will help your anxiety if you stay on it. And you will feel calmer. Please "do not go anywhere" but tell your loved ones how you are feeling right now. They will help you also. They all have your best interests at heart. Please trust me. I would never advise you to do anything that would harm. Please get assistance as soon as possible. Hugs 🤗

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@Former-Member But I am scared. I know you say they dont want to hurt me and maybe they dont intend to but i still think they will even if they dont mean it. I just feel completely lost it is like i can feel 2 worlds about to collide and it feels really uncomfortable. and i just ugh everything is a total mess i have so much work to do and there is so much in my head so many plans and things i have to complete and it is hard to explain but i need to get some things and i nevermind i cant say that i am not sure i dont think i should tell them.......

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i dont know what to do today everything is too much and i cant make it all stop i can feel everything and they are coming for me but i dont know when but i need to get prepared and everything is going to be ruined and i am trying so hard and i cant escape and i am really scared and there is too much noise and the whispering wouldnt stop and i cant take this i cant the images and the sensations keep coming and they dont stop. my head isnt mine it never has been they wont leave me alone. i dont know what they want I just cant do this.

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