Cookie42Senior Contributor
Sad most of the time
Hey all,
Just trying to wrap my head around it all. Am very sad most of the time. I feel like crying. Trying just to stay above water and not drown. Had a few days off work over the past 6 months when it all gets too much. So i got told i have major depression but i am not sure if i am just being a brat or it is an actually illness. It is so up and down all the time. And i hate myself most of the time like this is what i deserve for not caring about other before this happened and wanting too much in life when i had plenty. And about to go on anti depressants so was freaking out about that too like side effects and stuff l. I do see a psychologist but cant really talk as in my mind its so dark so she reacons the anti depressants will clear the fog. We will see