@Former-Member
You know last few weeks I was exactly like you. I didn't want to be here on the forum anymore. i didn't want to be anywhere anymore. I wanted to disappear, be swallowed up and never return. I felt hopeless, helpless and just so unwell mentally. I felt i was a bother been on here, a nuisance to others. i felt i was judged by others and whatever i wrote others would laugh.
BUT, I took a few days off and now i am back. i figured i need the forum, i need the guys from here, my friends from the forum to help me, to support me when i am in need of help and love. when i am feeling so down and low that not even my own children or husband can help i come on here, and i find that just even one person who writes to me is enough. it is a connection, i can feel that i am not abandoned, rejected. there is a freindship, love and no judgement. there is someone on the other end that understands and is there for me.
i really hope you can understand that you are NOT a bother or an annoyance to others. I am positive that we alll are here because we ALL CARE about each other. We want each and every one of use to get well, be better mentally and physically.
This group has grown so much, I can't believe the amount of support we have for each other. The love, the care, the generosity of love and honest sharing of our journeys.
@Former-Member It's so nice to meet you and I hope you can stay with no judgement we are all here to help support and love you.
We all have our own journey, traumas, mental illness, whatever it may be - but we all care for each other.
I know where you are right now - because i was there only a few days ago. I know the feeling, I know the difficulties
take care
Bluebay xxoo
