Evie1Senior Contributor
I feel protected by Suicide it's not healthy thinking
I feel bad thinking that I feel protected by Suicide and that's no harm
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I feel protected by Suicide it's not healthy thinking
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Evie1Senior Contributor
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I've rang lifeline
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utopiaSenior Contributor
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That's good self care @Evie1
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Evie1Senior Contributor
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Idk what to do
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Unknown userMember
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Hello @Evie1, I'm tagging @Former-Member for you. It's a good thing that you rang Life-line, have you tried the suicide number that Utopia gave you?
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Evie1Senior Contributor
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They never answer
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Unknown userMember
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That's no good @Evie1. Do you have something that you do in times like these that helps? Like drawing, listening to music or playing a game?
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NikNikSenior Contributor
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Hi @Evie1
As @Niqueeta said, it's great that you have reached out to lifeline, they are always there if you need them.
I'm not quite sure what you mean by 'they never answer' did you mean moderators or suicide number?
As @Niqueeta said, it's great that you have reached out to lifeline, they are always there if you need them.
I'm not quite sure what you mean by 'they never answer' did you mean moderators or suicide number?
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Evie1Senior Contributor
Re: I feel protected by Suicide it's not healthy thinking
Suicide line wish it would let me go it's telling me to
Die or fight Suicide wanted me dead but now it wants me to fight and live as it gonna help me feel comfortable Suicide is dangerous but u feel no
Harm or danger it not normal I sound really weird I know but it's my feelings and thoughts
Die or fight Suicide wanted me dead but now it wants me to fight and live as it gonna help me feel comfortable Suicide is dangerous but u feel no
Harm or danger it not normal I sound really weird I know but it's my feelings and thoughts
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Evie1 - when you're feeling like you are today, and many other days, you need to go back to reading the response from @Pheonix_Rising. That's my same response I have to you, and where my protection of my own suicidal thoughts come from. I know you are exhausted from feeling the way you do and each day that you battle on, you wonder if it will ever get better or the suicidal thoughts will ever bring you peace and leave you to live your life again.
I've struggled with suicidal ideation and attempts for almost a year pretty much at least a few times a week. I'm not telling you this to have you despairing at getting better or to scare you, but simply to say I continue to use my DBT skills that tell me thoughts are only thoughts, depression feeds you big, fat lies that you need to try to ignore and that in time, although you (or even I) can't see it, life will slowly get better.
Always here for you Evie, keep reaching out.
I've struggled with suicidal ideation and attempts for almost a year pretty much at least a few times a week. I'm not telling you this to have you despairing at getting better or to scare you, but simply to say I continue to use my DBT skills that tell me thoughts are only thoughts, depression feeds you big, fat lies that you need to try to ignore and that in time, although you (or even I) can't see it, life will slowly get better.
Always here for you Evie, keep reaching out.
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Evie1Senior Contributor
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I feel like I'm a wast of space
