Evie1Senior Contributor
Fighting alone
I'm fighting Suicide alone I feel trapped I wanna die I'm getting worse I can't fight alone I see no way out help me see a way out light in the drakness rescue my hope cos atm it's fadding
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Fighting alone
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Unknown userMember
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i care as well @Evie1 just hte fact that people here are responding to you tonight and are worried hopefully shows some care. I know you have shown a lot of care and help to people on the forums as well. what would you say to you if you were responding to your posts tonight?
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Evie1 I think while you might feel you are fighting these thoughts of self harm and suicidal urges alone, they are many of us on and off this forum who feel the same way. So we are not alone really. We are struggling together to either live or die.
Can you fight against those SH and suicidal urges by punching a pillow, screaming into a pillow, writing all the horrid, angry, sad thoughts out on paper then ripping that up.
I have found a particularly good helpline called After Hours (on the line) or ATAPS, they have trained psychologists who can just list to you vent if that is what you need.
But I'm here too @Evie1. All you have to do is ask for me. I'm never far away
Can you fight against those SH and suicidal urges by punching a pillow, screaming into a pillow, writing all the horrid, angry, sad thoughts out on paper then ripping that up.
I have found a particularly good helpline called After Hours (on the line) or ATAPS, they have trained psychologists who can just list to you vent if that is what you need.
But I'm here too @Evie1. All you have to do is ask for me. I'm never far away
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Unknown userMember
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Hoping you are ok @Evie1 - please look after yourself tonight
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Sans911Senior Contributor
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@Evie1 hun, unfortunately my phone battery is at 4%, and being in a mh unit, they won't let me charge my phone in my room. Please try to do some thing nice for yourself tonight whether it a nice, hot shower, make a hot chocolate and marshmallows. Just do one that gives you some self love. I will check in on you tommorrow, ok. And try to get a little sleep. Goodnight
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Unknown userMember
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hope you get a good night sleep too @Sans911 - take care of you too
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Evie1Senior Contributor
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I gonna talk to lifeline
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Unknown userMember
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im glad to hear that @Evie1 - i spoke to them a few weeks ago (using chat) and it was helpful, i hope it helps even jut a little bit in getting through another hour. thanks for letting us know here.
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Evie1Senior Contributor
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I don't know what to actually tell them
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Unknown userMember
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im better at answering direct questions on their chat, im not so good at 'opening up' i've even asked them ask me something... anything! before but cant say that i can always answer all their questions completely either @Evie1 - maybe try to just go with whatever comes up first?
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Evie1Senior Contributor
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I'll just tell them the truth
