Good Morning!

Hi @Sans911, very understandable that you are scared especially when you don't know what is going to happen. Hopefully you have a say and just do what is best for you. Great that you are out of bed and had a shower. Baby steps always helps me!

I am going ok thanks. Not much sleep so I am taking my own baby steps today

@Sans911@Former-Member - thinking of both of you

Hi @Faith-and-Hope

It does indeed seem to be one of those mornings - I had a disturbed night again - two in a row - for me - that's unusual

My right knee has been opened and fixed twice and I have a horrible feeling like - oh oh - this needs to happen again - doing my best to exercise and rest it both - not at the same time of course

I read where you wrote today I think that you would rather do something useful than toss around all night - so I decided to make myself comfortable on the couch with the DVR running on David Attenborough programmes - great - slept off and on until I finally went to bed then slept in and I am finding it hard to start today - so I think we all know about that one - yes we do

So often people tell me that my age is just a number - so yes - maybe that's true but when we get here we find that our joints know the date too and let us know

But apart from feeling like it's been a hard start - my home is reasonably under control

How are you today Faith - I hope the Baby Dragons and WH are being reasonable - possibly it's like painting the Sydney Harbour Bridge - when you get it all under control you have to go back to the beginning and start again

So seeing it's late in the day

Everyone

Dec

Hi @Bubbles3

That looks like a cockatiel but I have never seen one that colour before

They are very clever birds and talk clearly - and well - and they can be very interesting

My ex-h had one when we got married - the bird was entertaining but suffered from jealousy - I was not required - I was a nuisance and totally in the way

But I do have to say that bird was intelligent - but he could peck if displeased

All the best with your feathery friend

Dec

Hope your day goes OK @Sans911🐈

They sure are @Bubbles3

Ours used to walk around his cage with his wings drooping and dragging in the shell grit muttering

"Corn flakes - corn flakes - corn flakes"

I used to push them through the bars of his cage and he would peck me -

Yes - they are clever and funny too

Dec

@Former-MemberThanks for the mention swweetheart, but my anxiety levels are creeping up pretty quickly now the closer I get to my pdoc appt, and then my case manager wants to see me after. Im really worried about the possiblity of being admitted. I am sure they won't do it involuntary, but may strongly persuade me otherwise. I recognise that it's becoming more likely that I may need, but I am trying to keep everything on a level so I present as fuctioning, and heck, maybe I will fool myself in the meantime.