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I am just sooo tired of fighting all of the time. I don't know how much longer i can hold on.

AutumnRainCasual Contributor16 June 2017, 10:45 pm AEST

I am just sooo tired of fighting all of the time. I don't know how much longer i can hold on.

I have done the distractions. i have searched for professionals and have appointments made. I have spoken with uni and worked out a scheme whereby they will help me as much as they can. They believe in me apparently. In me???? Not used to people actually giving a damn about me so its going to take me a while to get my head around that. Just sick of 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, for so long now - overwhelmed, anxiety attacks, panic attacks, cant breathe, cant sit still, cant watch tv or listen to music. ARGH!!!!! DUN!!!!!! I just want to cut and sleep for a month. Life is so hard but suicide takes so much effort, so im damned if i do and damned if i do. Lose/lose situation. Suggestions please and thank you

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Unknown userMember18 June 2017, 7:30 pm AEST

Re: I am just sooo tired of fighting all of the time. I don't know how much longer i can hold on.

Hi @AutumnRain

Sounds like you have a lot on your plate right now, but it also sounds like you have taken steps towards getting better and there are people that believe in you! That is fantastic and you should take faith in this.

What are you studying at uni? When are your appointments? Do you see a GP, psychiatrist or psychologist? Is this the first time you feel this way?

For me it took a very long time to find the right path and I doubt my decision regularly, but sometimes I just have to believe the people who believe in me.

Stay in touch and stay strong!

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Unknown userMember05 Aug 2017, 2:26 pm AEST

Re: I am just sooo tired of fighting all of the time. I don't know how much longer i can hold on.

How are things now @AutumnRain are you feeling any better?

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AppleblossomSenior Contributor05 Aug 2017, 7:48 pm AEST

Re: I am just sooo tired of fighting all of the time. I don't know how much longer i can hold on.

When we are the opponent and fighting our own inner thoughts or impulses, then it really can be a constant battle.

Glad you are at uni and they see your value. Keep at it, taking any extensions or part-time options as appropriate and they will offer. The important thing is the long haul, and uni is a great structure to keep both distracted, mindful and creative.

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