Hi @EmilyS @HenryX it's ok I'm a he. Good morning by the way and see you at Saturday soirée shortly, guys. I have a story which I'm still trying to figure out, as I mentioned I'm a mess. My Psych mentioned I don't need to see another Psych, but I feel I need to, to get my story straight or to make sense of what's going on.
I was diagnosed with a schizophrenia in 2011 and only recently accepted the diagnosis in July 2021. I've been on autopilot as I like to call it all this time in between and as a high functioning schizo should have accomplished more but couldn't cause of depression (autopilot). I'm starting to pick up bits and pieces as I go forth with my new journey. Thanks for the mention @HenryX and hi @EmilyS .
Thanks for putting up with me everyone else but being in denial I couldn't accept or understand, why this "illness" was happening to me and rejected the idea that rehab or psych visits was for me. Instead of giving dates I'll just say a long time from now on. I'm sure you all have interesting stories and I put my self out there as I know I needed help which I wasn't receiving.
I hope I can share my story with people in a sense that they can relate and try and avoid things which I have done, but we don't learn from other people I feel - but by finding out and making mistakes on your own that's how you learn and grow.
Good morning and thanks for accepting me so far I hope you have a good day guys, see you at Saturday soirée.
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