The Weekly Friday Feast

Yes, it does get humid....

Glad you have awesome air con!! I'm so jealous - my dream is to live on the beach..... I love the beach sooo much. Hopefully again one day *fingers crossed* In the meantime - enjoy the beach for me!!

Hi All,

I know it's a bit early, but I thought I'd see if anyone was around for Friday Feast?

@PeppiPatty@Former-Member@Former-Member@chookmojo@Appleblossom@hiddenite@Jacques@Mazarita@Billamba Anyone???

I had today off work as I had a bad night last night. I had a psychologist appointment yesterday that was difficult...

Hey @Crazy_Bug_Lady. I'm here now that you are.

I had a somewhat difficult psychologist appointment today too. Only about 3 hours sleep here overnight too. Wanna talk about it? Hope there was some other good stuff in your day.

Heya @Crazy_Bug_Lady!

Here also for you too if you.

CB

Hey Maz, I glad you're here.

I'm sorry you had a difficult appointment...

Mine was weird... The last appointment I'd had with him was when I'd brought up my plans for suicide... So I was kinda nervous and awkward. and then during it he told me to stop and actually *feel* my emotions. Whenever I let them in it feels like a bad burn. It hurts.

And then at the end of the appointment he asked if I was happy to wait until my appointment next year, or try and make a sooner one. And I said I wasn't sure. I know he wasn't wasn't serious, but he said "for Christ's sake CBL" a bit louder than usual, and I freaked and started crying...

I hate when people raise their voice. I hate being asked for my opinion. I hate choosing, and making decisions. And yes, I have no self-worth, so I can't choose "what I want".

Sorry for the rant.....

I am here too @Crazy_Bug_Lady

I can so relate to not being able to say yes to what I need even if it is offered or there is a possible opening for me.

I have done things like that dozens of times ... I just soldier on ...

it is good that you could just stay with the feelings tough.

Did you end up making a sooner appointment.

@Crazy_Bug_Lady I jump in to flight or cry mode when people raise their voice in any way that might sound of anger. For it to happen to you after having to sit feeling uncomfortable, raw emotions and be in a vulnerable state. I can imagine how rough that would have been. Are you doing anything to take care of yourself and wind down from that? (Says I drinking coffee as my way of winding down, lol).