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My Hospital Stay

My Hospital Stay

So I arrived here at midday today.
Feeling a bit lost. Everything is so ... strange.
Not sure what to do now.
Starting to get a bit anxious. A bit teary. Trying hard not to think, or to feel.
Wishing I had a bourbon or some chips or junk food. Something to keep me busy and not feeling.

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Beautiful @Faith-and-Hope. Thank you

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@oceangirl. Thank you for your kind words.
I'm pleased that you will get a hospital bed soon. Hospital is the place I come to to keep me safe when those suicidal thoughts are too scary or too strong for me to handle.
I hope after your hospital stay, you start to feel as good as I am, & then continue getting better.
All the very best. ♥♡♥

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Good morning @utopia - very pleased to hear about your progress and that you are so positive about moving on soon.

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Morning ladies ...... 🤗💕

Waiting for the image @soul .....

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Your welcome @utopia. I didn't sleep too well last night. Even though I am not very motivated, I am going to go to the gym for a little bit. Am glad to hear hospital is a safe place for you, and that you are seeing changes within yourself, and keep doing what you are doing. All that sounds wonderful, I take my hat off to you. I better start to move because I have few things to do after the gym. Look forward to seeing how your day was.

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Afternoon ladies

The afternoon shift has arrived

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Hi @utopia

So glad to read that you are leaving hopsital next wee 🙂

And that you have things in place and have a permanent psych to help you. Getting the right support is very important especially when out of hospital. Wishing you all the best for when you leave hospital.

I am going back in hospital next week. If i don't hear from the private hospital i am going into the public hospital short stay menal health unit for 3 days (max stay).

Such good news to read about you. So happy for you

BB xxxooo

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@BlueBay. Hopefully you will get into your private hospital. If not, at least the public hospital is an option. I'm pleased you're being proactive with your mental health and seeking help when you need it.
I wish you all the best. Hugs and love ♥♡♥♡♥

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Hi @utopia

I have been a bit off colour with a virus of some kind and so I have not been in touch for a few days so I have a bit of catching up to do

I believe you are going home next week and you have after-care set up for you - this is a good thing and I really hope everything works out for you

Is it okay for me to ask how long it is since you have been sober now - I promised to get you a bigger medal when the time felt right - whatever the length of time is I know it is hard for you - some I don't really know anything about but still - I wish you all the best Utopia

And here's another cocky - maybe the game is all over now but I missed you and the acrobatic cockies

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Sorry to hear you are sick. There is a nasty flu/cold bug going around this winter. So I hope you are looking after yourself as much as possible.
I waa sober for 74 days. Drank on day 75,76 & 77. Only drank 5 cans of bourbon on those 3 drinking days. Then sober today for another 28 days. And once a week I have been going to an AA Meeting here in hospital.
Next week I'll go back to my home town AA group.
Very flat today. Really feeling the difference in my mood since my AD was reduced by a third. Hope my psych increases it again before I go home. Don't want to go home on a lower dose.
Only 4 more sleeps and then I go home. Not sure I want to go. Worried I will crash again. But I've already booked my psychologist appointment for the week after I return & tomorrow I'll make an appointment with my gp for Friday. Then see how long it takes to get an intake worker.
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