ok @Former-Member take a breath
it is quite common for people to change psychologists and its important to find the one that you like and 'click' with. if you dont like this psychologist then try another one- there is not a problem with that at all.
your mental health plan they prob wont give back to you but your gp has it with them, so make an appointment with them and have a chat and say you would like to change psychologists and they can reccomend one for you and change it on the mental health plan.
i think that would be the best and first option for you- frustrating i know!.
then when you get into see another psychologist the first one will be similar to the first one you did with the previous one but thats jsut tog et some background information off you which again is normal.
even in your first appointment with a new one state that you want them to teach you these methods not jsut suggest them, your allowed to do that remeber they are there for you not the other way around.
the tests are a great big pain in the a** but after these ones its likeley you wont need anymore after it- hopefully. what they are testing for obviosuly needs to be monitored or observed over a oeriod of time to see if its something else in your system affecting it like your hormones.
you are not a loser! not at all!!!!!!!
and im in the same positon as you with the tablets, thougths feelings etc but we can help each other through this ok..?
you said your worried about your eating disorder coming back for control... maybe to reduce the risk of that you could try to think about it this way.....
despite you hating tests and shopping around for psychologists- your actually in control. your taking control of your health by getting thes tests done to make sure your your body is at the best it can be and if something pops up you can treat it. your psychologist- you have control over, you dont like the one your with change, go get your mentla health plan altered and you can even ahve your gp suggest one for you. you also have control over your sessions and if you ahve a good relationship witht hem then your able to open up and say 'hey can you teach me this or teach me that"
this is in your hands- your actually in control even if you dont feel like it
sending big big hugs to you my little pancake buddy
