Sorry I have been away.

Evening all

Aplogies I have been away for a while it has been a huge few weeks for me......

As some of you know I had to find a new house because my lease wasnt being renewed due to the land lord son needing the house (as a mother I would do the same). I was a mess over this as time went on as i had to hand the keys back on the 13th. Well I got a yes on a house on Monday just gone and we move in tomorrow.

As well while packing has been going on I found out yesterday the I have been accepted for a new full time job in business admin. I start on the 18th which I'm really excited/scared about. I know my therpist wanted me to take the time to heal but i was falling deeper in the blackness because the money I was gettting from the government wasnt enough to cover basic daily needs.

To top off the last few weeks I have met somone. He has been wonderful I have told him some things but not everything that has happened to me but he seems to understand and wants to take it nice and slow at my pace. I took a huge step for me the other night and let him cuddle me while we watched a movie.... I had forgottern how good it could be to just be held by somone who cares.

I will be away for a few more days while the interrnet is transfered and unpacking is done..... but for once my little world is comming up roses.

Sara