Thank you for all the replies.
So basically I have created few scripts that I read. These scripts are not more than half A4 size page. Few things I include in these scripts are doing things I fear like sexually or physically assaulting someone etc. and consequences that I face due to my action like getting arrested, going to jail, feeling down etc.
I don't think there are many psychologists who understand how to do ERP/CBT for OCD let alone imaginal exposure. I feel like I can't rely on them too much as I haven't found any psychologist who can help me with ERP/CBT in great detail. I am going to try one more psychologist in few days/weeks so I will see how I find him/her for my ERP/CBT. I believe ERP/CBT is the key for me and I need to face feared situation(s) more and more to be able to get more better. I would like to get as much help with imaginal exposure and CBT/ERP that I can get.
Before I was just on low dose of SSRI but now my psychiatrist has also put me on anti-psychotic. So I am taking both SSRI and anti physchotic currently. I MUST say that even low range dose of anti psychotic has made tremendous difference to my mental health. I feel less guilty and able to think more clearly. I am working on some unwarranted beliefs that I am holding in my head for few years now as they are causing problem to me mentally.
So overall I am taking steps towards better mental health. Hopefully this helps all on this forum.