im back..... i think

@Former-Member @Anony18


I said to.mum- now her boss has deleted me and blocked me in fb
And then mum exploded at mevand said stop 'fishing' for things

I said - im not fishing for anything it came up on my fb do i know this person as in her boss

Her reply- she wouldn't have deleted you it would have been her kid which is one of the bullies

She frowned at me

Her boss has been ignoring me as well so im.not surprised ive been deleted

I said id like to know what her response is as to why this gas all started in the first place

Mum said- i font even know why your bothering with her

I said- because its awkward when i go to the horses esp by myself

Then mums boyfriend popped up and said - i dont know why your bothering they arent going to respond to you anyway and its probably not going to be what you want to hear abyway and its not going to solve anything

I said its better to know what the problem is rather then keep going like this

And they said yeah well i dont know why your bothering still

I resaid again its not fun for me to be there now and i font like going to the paddock

They said i dont even know why your even bothered by it they are being cows and they arent going to talk to you anyway

I said i want to moce paddocks

And then they said why then your just letting them win


They were annoyed when they were saying it as well


How can they not get it? They have all been watching this undold and even the bullies mum has seen it happenning

And do u know what got me? Mum and her boss- bullies mum- were talking the boss said oh they are adults they can work ot out themselves
And noe i try to work at it and im thr onr getting yelled at

How is that fair


And now im worried that its going to affect mums relationship with her friend/boss and work and its going to be all my fault

@Faith-and-Hope @utopia @Owlunar your parents how wouldve you reacted

That's a bit rough mate. The old Facebook delete can be brutal. When you think about it, it's so petty. But for some reason it is so hurtful, like a slap in the face. It's happened to me a couple of times before. Do you think you can decide whether to face them yourself and try to talk to them or try to just ignore them and continue with your cheerful "good morning"s? Maybe once you decide which path to go down you will feel a little less unsettled by all of this.

Sometimes mums don't get it right every time. I can see how it's a difficult situation for the boss and your mum because they are working together. But you would think if your boss knows what's going on she would tell them to cut it out @outlander

Im not talking to them at all @Former-Member

Im done and im done with this so called family

I don't care anymore.
Ive given up on everything ive had enough

Bulliee have gotten to me and now family- this isnt the first time either from an unsupportive fsmily. Tbg i dont know why i ecpected it to be different this time

Im staying right away from everyone from everything at least i cant get in trouble

Oh my god @outlander can I just join in on your family rant? After all the progress I thought I made with my mum and my partner today she just said to me "people who go to the mental hospital are people who have had nervous breakdowns and who can't function. That's not you. You are still going to work most days and functioning. I dont think you need to go" and i said "really? Have you been to a psychiatric hospital before have you?" And she said "yes when I visited my grandad" and said "right so how many years ago was that and do you not think things have changed? You are wrong." And then I reminded her that I hadn't even suggested it to the psychiatrist, he suggested it within 10 minutes of our session!! I totally get your feelings of wanting to just stay away from everything and everyone! Seriously we need to pack up shop and just live the pancake life together, what do you think? this stinks

Am i that worthless that not even my family care about how the bullies have affected me

Yes @Former-Member lets pack up and move away together

When r we leaving
Now? Im ready to move now

Your mum sounds stuck in the past abit. Stugk with the old thoughts of hospitals and its not the case now if and when you get there she will learn too @Former-Member

Ok let's meet half way. Would you like to meet in Darwin? We could go barramundi fishing, I've done that before it's really fun. Or we could meet in Alice Springs and live on top of Ularu forever. Or maybe we could go to Adelaide and go hide in the Barossa Valley and live our lives picking grapes and drinking wine @outlander

Hmm they all seem like good options @Former-Member
Lets go to adelaide if you want maybe then we can still get ptofessional help too and besides wine sounds good