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im back..... i think

im back..... i think

hi @Former-Member @Determined @Anony18 @soul @Faith-and-Hope

i was lil-caterpillar

im back... i think...

im treading very very lightliy at the moment

@Anony18 i also seen those pics you posted from your hike. they were beautiful and also the artworks too thank you for thinking of me

F&H - i also read on my depression thread as well. thank you for careing even though i left

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@outlander. Not having the room booked, no one knowing where it was to be held, waiting on your own with no other students - so you think you are the only one - or the only one lost would have really raised my anxiety. So well done on sitting in that waiting room and not running away - like I might have wanted to.
80% - a fantastic result. And I bet the ladu who scored 70 didn't have your workload at home and paid, & your MI.
Wow. I'm impressed. Yes take a break for a while. Look after you and you can think about other options for further study later.
CONGRATS

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yeah it was nerve wracking @utopia but i did stick it out- dont worry if i couldve got out i wouldve but surrounded by nurses yeah well i wouldnt have gotten far before they tlaked me back into it

yeah i was a bit dissapointed with the mark to start with i was hoping for a bit higher but after hearing the pathologist say that and also that my mentor for the course said that the some nurses dont even score that high and also one of the medical students didnt get that high either

and no i dount they are dealing with half the crap ive been through and dealing with so im ok with the mark now

and yeah im taking a break and im debating whether to even go back to psych therapy at the point in time. at the same time though know when i start withdrawing from all treatment im going down hill and thats when the palns start to come back

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Sounds like it might be good to continue with the therapy then @outlander. You've made good progress there too.

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thanks @utopia

i dont really feel like ive made any progress except for going in circle circles circles

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Reread the quote I sent out today. Write it down and place on your wall or mirror. Read it as often as you need to @outlander

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Im so worried about tomorrow @utopia
Its making me feel weird

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Yes @utopia it is a very good quote ❣❣

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What's tomorrow @outlander? I haven't read much since before hospital

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Ahh yes sorry @utopia ill give u a quick rundown otherwise it might not make too much sense. ..


Ok so i had the breast cyst think u knew that but now it looks like it could be coming back so nowi have to get that checked tomorrow
I have been getting really bad pains like gall bladdee issues but has numerous ultrasounds and they ahowed up clear ao they orderes bloods and are testing for everything and anything including h pylori
We thought it might be my meds so im.going off these ones and trying another and hopefully they work better

I got my pap smear results back the other day and i have a form of hpv so now we have to monitor that and hope it goes away and doesnt grow. That has shocked and scared the crap out of me. Im still scared of it

I faced a fear and got bloods done and so that results tomorrow.

So the gp appointment tomorrow is to ask 1001 more questions about the hpv, get the blood work back, talk about a breast exam, and i also missed 2 months of my period and thinking thats stress
Ans despite not having any signs of infection besides the hpv in the smear im having abnormal discharge and its not the most pleasant so ill have to talk to her about that as well

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@Adge i see your around
Hows that horrid cold going
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