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im back..... i think

im back..... i think

hi @Former-Member @Determined @Anony18 @soul @Faith-and-Hope

i was lil-caterpillar

im back... i think...

im treading very very lightliy at the moment

@Anony18 i also seen those pics you posted from your hike. they were beautiful and also the artworks too thank you for thinking of me

F&H - i also read on my depression thread as well. thank you for careing even though i left

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Damn hey @outlander Why can't your mother take her? Does she work? Or is it you don't want to tell her you are going, which would be understandable. So unfair. I know how much you need to see the doc. Are you still taking the ABs? Are they helping at all? Salt water baths might help downstairs. Just enough water to sit in with about 1/2 cup of salt. Not too hot but warm.

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Shes at work atm @eth
Shes always at work im sure she goes just to get away from us. I cant tell her im going to drs. I cant tell anyone anything otherwisr ill get in shite for it. They would flip their lid if they knew i had to drop papers in to rhe psychiatrist yesterday. I cancelled my appointment for that too because of the arguments its causing. I havent been taking the abs for abit now. I only took half of the bloody course because i kept forgetting or get bome after dark and just cant be bothered. The abs were for 2 infections. Seems to have helped abit. Wont be surprised if cyst xomes back within next few weeks always does.
I never have time for a bath. I barley have time to breathe lately

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😞 @outlander wish I had a magic wand for you

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I wish we all had magic wands @eth then we could all be better
But on a good note if i didnt have MI then i wouldnt have met you and alot of other forum members 💕💕

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Get in the bath outlander,you must smell like horse!!Lol.I am sorry if my thread gave you or anyone else a upset I am fortunate my experiences of s.a was minor.The only trauma was I galloped my horse to get away from him that day and my horse shied(his major fault),I fell and I remember my head just missed a rock.I think you can only deal with this trauma or any experience when you get a insight into the behavior of these perps into the situation otherwise it's easy to put it all on you and it's like us on sane where many of us share common ground where we are all sensitive people.

Anyway have a good day outlander and the best help I find is to keep yourself busy.I seen a saying on Facebook I liked the other day...So true:

I sat quietly with my thoughts today.

Remind me Never to do that again!

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Haha @Former-Member im.sure no matter how many showers i take soo enough ill start growing a tail lol
You didnt upset me either. And it doesnt matter how minor it was it still happened. Oh yes horsr falls are never fun
Ill be busy even though im at home. I gotta study. Im enrolled in 2 courses and ive gotta do the final assessment on the first course. Ive still got a few weeks for the other one. my sister now has the shits at me as per usual. Never can do anything right by them.
And yes i def agreee with that fb saying.

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Similar for me too @Former-Member Oh good morning 🙂

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What are your courses @outlander? Are you enjoying them?

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Morning eth,Shaz51,yeh I've had too much time to think,not good feeds the depression and anxiety,and the paranoia,and few other disorders lol.

Think I will have to do a course too to get the mind busy.🐎

Have a good day.

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The first one is human anatomy and is just a cert of achievement. I thought it was going to show me the actual human anatomy but it goes right into the science of the body thike atoms and molecules and dna and its structure. Its ok. Its hard though. This is the one that is nearly finished.

The second one is about common illness and we look into the details of blood pressure, common colds and 2 others but i cant remeber them at this second.. i havent done enough to know if i like it but its in the field im interested in and its handy for me to know anyway. This one again is just a cert of achievement.

Althoigh they arent properly certified it shows the work ove still put into my learning and education and itll look good on resumes too

@eth
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