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im back..... i think

im back..... i think

hi @Former-Member @Determined @Anony18 @soul @Faith-and-Hope

i was lil-caterpillar

im back... i think...

im treading very very lightliy at the moment

@Anony18 i also seen those pics you posted from your hike. they were beautiful and also the artworks too thank you for thinking of me

F&H - i also read on my depression thread as well. thank you for careing even though i left

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it was so stupid Niqua

no wonder why it wont heal

everytime the stupid cyst or whatever the heck it is that i ahvent got a confirmed diagnosis for get sore or irritated i cant help but pop it or squeeze it and drain it and then it burns like crazy!

@Former-Member@Owlunar

@eth this si the other thread but its not the horse thread im creating a new thread for that- ill tag you in that too

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Found it @outlander will read a few pages to catch up a bit. I'm back too!!

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Did you say it's hpv you have @outlander? I've had that if you want to talk about it.

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@eth yes i do have a form of hpv that might go away in 12 months or itll progress to the one that need treatment. im kninda in the middle sitting on the fence seeing if my body can fight it off.

its scaring the shite out of me and its a constant reminder of my past

i also have what im thinking is a breast cyst as well that has been there through 2 bouts of antibiotics already and the more irritated it is the more i squeeze it and the more it then really really burns!

and at the moment as well im dealing with a downstair infection which has come up like a staph infection which has me worried as well

@Shaz51 you asked me to retag you here too

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thank you sis xoxo @outlander

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have you got any words of wisdom in the things ive meantioned @Shaz51

the cyst

staph

hpv

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Oh @outlander sorry to hear that. I had it when I was quite young too. I used lots of herbal medicine and diet from a qualified naturopath but ended up having the procedure when it advanced. I healed from the procedure really easily after a long time trying to fight it before that. The irony is that the last pap smear before I had the procedure said I was all better! But they didn't tell me until I was already prepped for the procedure and they did the procedure anyway. The good news is that the hpv has never come back since then (30 years).

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@outlander I hope your Dr knows about all these things including what you are doing to the cyst. I do think it would be best not to keep squeezing it. It would be worse if it got infected. Hoping the ABs work for you. How awful having all those things at the same time. I feel for you. I think the staph is treatable but your Dr must be in charge of your treatment for it.

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I want it out of me @eth its literally scaring the shite of out me. I cant cope well knowing its there and im.sitting on the fence. I dont want it progress further my nan who passed away 2 yrs ago had cervical cancer and i never want to see that happen to anyone else. Plus if i need further treatment no one knows i was sexually abused either. So its terrifying!

And oh god wow the first pap smear was not fun one bit! The last time i had something in there it was forced and unwanted so brang back memories but im glad i had it done at least i can monitor it. Its already nearly been 2 months if not already 2 months. And then she stuck her fingers in and wtf!!
Ive had to have the pap smear done twice because i was itching and burning like crazy down there and haf to get swabs redone.

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Yep they know.
She actually isnt too sure its a cyst. Shes waiting for abit thrn might do thr freezing thing and drain it. Cant think of what its called. Oh thats right lance it.
And yes its freaking terrible having all these things.

Im on ABs for the staph but it doesnt seem to be helping there either cause its still itching along the walls like crazy and still burns too. Shes trying to treat both infections with onr antibiotic
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