hello @spelled3
@spelled3 wrote:
Hi all
I've had a couple of verbal conflicts I didn't anticipate recently. I'm feeling very anxious (at the edge of an anx attack) and have been for several days and a bit depressed. And guilty, as I contributed to generating one of the conflicts. I keep going over everything in my head, and I can't stop. I've had some alepam which is helpful, and my depression meds. I've got a counselling appt on Monday, but I'm still struggling. Any ideas? TIA.
I suffer from major depression and anxiety.
When my anxiety is strong I find myself having to watch what I say as my thoughts want me to scream.
The depression has an ingredient known as agitation which I was not aware of until my last hospital stay. A clinical nurse picked up on my agitation during my stay and immediately gave me some prn.
I was quite astounded as I always thought that it was my anxiety creating the symptoms.
Agitated depression is worse than anxiety apparently.
It is very hard not to respond when in the company of some people. I try to remove myself and visit the ladies when I can feel my reaction building up a storm inside.
It is good that you are aware of the fact and are going to discuss the matter with your counsellor.
Your counsellor might suggest that when anxiety is high and staying at that level after trying non medical options, that you use your prn just at those times. If this is the case, important to not feel that you are failing in taking your prn in extreme situations. It has been explained to me that you are actually helping by stopping the feelings from escalating.
My psychiatrist has reassured me that I manage my medication well. I err on the side of caution.
Hope that all makes sense. I struggle at the moment getting my thoughts across. Almost as though I am talking in my own language that others have not heard of.
